who do I love?

someone ever told me this - "you must love yourself before you can love someone.." bcuz if you dont love urself more, u might end up getting hurt.. thus for a period of time, i tried finding ways to love myself more, and i failed badly.. i stil ended up loving someone more than myself.. but i oso realised that while i am loving someone, i am loving myself at the same time, cuz i am receiving love too..

same old words.. there are so many tings i wana update, yet too little time to do so, and i reli get the chance to update, i forgot wat i wana write.. hehe.. but recently, got a sudden feel of insecurity.. and it doesnt come from him.. jus duno how to describe it properly.. mayb too attached to him liao..