Shangri-la Hotel. 8pm. International buffet.
First time I went to such dinner (non-formal, yet but so high-class).
First time I went to attend another company's dinner.
First time I went as apple's gf.
First time I wore tat top after so many years.
First time feeding a guy food in the large public (& oso being fed).
Another great and fantastic experience.
I guessed probably bcuz I belonged to the hyper sensitive type, every tiny and minor matter that happens will make me real happy or real sad.. But that's me..
shall continue my "affair" with apple..
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Sunday, September 14, 2008
These 2 months..
2 mths ago, it was apple's bday and though it din turn out totally as what i had planned, it was a memorable day bcuz i finally get to hug apple and we took a picture.. =)
soon after that, my school started and i thought things will be fine, but it turned out another way.. I have to put most of my concentration on studies, yet on the other hand, i misses and needed apple's presence badly as it was reli hard to cope with studies and work at the same time.. moreover, wen ppl are gettin more concerned abt us, the more i will get negative comments, esp wen apple is not the so-called typical/normal bf.. apple had been assuring me that things are fine, but i knew that wasnt wat i meant bcuz wat i reli needed was his presence, yet i cant bcuz i need to focus on my studies.. it reli felt terrible to face the books and notes all day long, without takin a breather outside and the next day start work again.. even wen i reli managed to see apple, the amt of quality time is super low, and i knew there were so many tings i wana say, yet i was unable to do so..
and my bday came.. but i landed up crying, jus like the past 3 years.. but this yr was slightly different as i cried twice, one is very upset, and the other was overwhelmed with the series of tings.. can say tat i was placing too high expectations that he wil understood my words and take the actions accordingly, but i was wrong.. i have to say it out, and not make the assumptions.. thus led to a big misunderstanding and wasted one valuable day of mine.. haiz.. but i finally got to "hear" the words that i din expect him to say it so soon.. for tat 3 words will mean alot to many gals (and i am one of them).. a guy should only say those words wen he reli meant it and full of sincerity.. was reli touched..
reli falling (deeply) in love with him.. gets me so attracted to him each time and i felt so comfortable being with him.. probably he had settle me in this r'ship pretty well.. though the method he used was abit "abnormal", but jus find him reli attractive in his ways.. i was leaning on his shoulders and the feeling was indescribable.. a wonderful and great feeling.. blissful-ness.. mayb abit exaggerating, but it jus made me felt like the world only got the 2 of us.. mayb tat's the feeling of love..
though i am still shy at times now, but wen it comes to sayin the ILY words, i wil jus say it loud and proud.. like i always say.. silly ppl got silly blissfulness, and probably i am one of them too.. silly, idiot, suku but happy in her ways..
soon after that, my school started and i thought things will be fine, but it turned out another way.. I have to put most of my concentration on studies, yet on the other hand, i misses and needed apple's presence badly as it was reli hard to cope with studies and work at the same time.. moreover, wen ppl are gettin more concerned abt us, the more i will get negative comments, esp wen apple is not the so-called typical/normal bf.. apple had been assuring me that things are fine, but i knew that wasnt wat i meant bcuz wat i reli needed was his presence, yet i cant bcuz i need to focus on my studies.. it reli felt terrible to face the books and notes all day long, without takin a breather outside and the next day start work again.. even wen i reli managed to see apple, the amt of quality time is super low, and i knew there were so many tings i wana say, yet i was unable to do so..
and my bday came.. but i landed up crying, jus like the past 3 years.. but this yr was slightly different as i cried twice, one is very upset, and the other was overwhelmed with the series of tings.. can say tat i was placing too high expectations that he wil understood my words and take the actions accordingly, but i was wrong.. i have to say it out, and not make the assumptions.. thus led to a big misunderstanding and wasted one valuable day of mine.. haiz.. but i finally got to "hear" the words that i din expect him to say it so soon.. for tat 3 words will mean alot to many gals (and i am one of them).. a guy should only say those words wen he reli meant it and full of sincerity.. was reli touched..
reli falling (deeply) in love with him.. gets me so attracted to him each time and i felt so comfortable being with him.. probably he had settle me in this r'ship pretty well.. though the method he used was abit "abnormal", but jus find him reli attractive in his ways.. i was leaning on his shoulders and the feeling was indescribable.. a wonderful and great feeling.. blissful-ness.. mayb abit exaggerating, but it jus made me felt like the world only got the 2 of us.. mayb tat's the feeling of love..
though i am still shy at times now, but wen it comes to sayin the ILY words, i wil jus say it loud and proud.. like i always say.. silly ppl got silly blissfulness, and probably i am one of them too.. silly, idiot, suku but happy in her ways..
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