airy-fairy words

had been seeing apple for 4 consecutive days, yet i still find it insufficient.. is it bcuz i'm startin to ask for more now? or bcuz i had heaved a big relief after submitting my final proj yest? or any other reasons..? watever it is, i wil try to figure out in times to come..

anyway, back to my topic.. as usual we were fooling ard at bugis when he mentioned some "thank you words".. haiz.. shld hv recorded it, cuz i cant remember much of wat he said.. it sounded very airy-fairy (well said words with no substance), but tat was the first time he actually said sth like tat.. cuz he always like to beat ard the bush, or he present his words thru action.. was surprised to hear those words, and was touched too.. i believed thou those words were airy-fairy, he meant wat he said.. oohh.. i must try to remember those words next time if he ever said it.. can slot it in my sweet memories bank ma.. hehe..

Sleeping Apple..

went to apple's house to try to do my proj, but i tink i din manage to do much in the end. hehe.. felt extremely happy to see him, and i could sense the same in him too.. as usual, we were behavin like kids again, fooling around.. haha.. and it felt reli gd to lean on him, especially when i am under some stress again.. so comfy.. when i dun lean on guys much..

while i am doin my proj, apple took a short nap, and tat was the first time i see him sleep.. zzZzZ.. sleeping so soundly as a little boy.. so cute.. haha.. duno y, or mayb bcuz i am in a r'ship, anythin abt the other party will look so great/nice to me.. must preserve this kind of feeling, as feelings will change over time.. no one can guarantee that i will still feel the same upon seeing apple sleep like that in another 10 or 20 yrs..? hehe..

Still sinking in the "in love" mood, where the thought of apple jus appears anytime anywhere i wan.. and i guess that's the main reason tat i kept having dreams abt us.. 日有所思、夜有所梦... beautiful dreams.. that i hope that will come true in times to come..

Phrase of the day: An apple a day, keeps the doctor and flies away..

happiness

dun feel like bloggin too long..

after months of getting together, i strongly believed that i had found my happiness, the happiness that comes from loving someone and being loved..

despite having so many differences between us, we are still copin well with them because no one is perfect/same, as long as both parties loved one another, nothing else should matter..

love is all abt givin and takin, it would be difficult if both parties are so bent/strong in their personalities, thus one party with the softer personality will have to give in to the stronger party..

at this stage, love between us is reli getting more beautiful though the routines do repeat at times, the emotions and feelings for each other had grew deeper.. even though both of us stil shy on sayin out "i love you" verbally..

but thru writin, i shall say it out aloud ~ I LOVE MY APPLE!!! someone who made me realise what is the happiness that i had been searchin for..