1/4 of a century

感觉好老啊！四分之一个世纪了...

Had a quiet and peaceful day yest.. Was at hm in the morning, went to bugis to walk and proceeded to vivo for a quiet moment.. Vivo is reli a nice place to sit by the sea and enjoying the scenery in the surroundings.. and the cool breeze is so comfy that complement the whole experience.. And i tink i like the place cuz it's lomantic too, but not much chance to go there lomantic la.. =|

Some thoughts came to my mind, but i got them off quite quickly.. guess tat's the gd side of me.. remaining positive despite the situation faced.. Felt abit "noisy" in my heart though i am facing the calm sea..

Was abit bored, so i called my fren for a short chat, instead i got chiding from him when he got to noe that apple is not with me yest.. 心中起了一点浪，过后却平复了许多... yes, i admit that i do wish apple was with me yest, but does it reli matters tat much jus bcuz it's yest? we are arranging to go out tml and i have asked him to plan a gd one cuz i dun wan any present this yr.. hope it wil be a gd one.. jiayou wor, apple!! prove to me that 你是有心的！=)

爱情与面包，天长地久与曾经拥有

爱情或面包？

显然的，我选择了爱情。我就是那种会为了爱情而做出许多奇奇怪怪的东西的人。
在我的词典里，面包失去了，可以重新再找，但失去了一段爱情，如果是坏了，还可以再爬起来。但如果失去的是一场刻苦铭心的爱情，可不是那么容易就可以在爬起来的。我十分珍惜我现在所拥有的这一段爱情，虽然不是完美的，但很多事情就是不完美，才显出它的完美。beautifully imperfections

天长地久或曾经拥有？
你一定会以为我会选择前者，但你错了，我选择了后者，但我有我自己的辩解。
如果一直想着天长地久的人，或许会有着“我们就这样继续恋爱、结婚、生子到终老”，而（也许）忽略了谈恋爱的重要性和意义。而选择曾经拥有，会把每一次的经验当做是第一次或最后一次，好好的回味与珍惜拥有的那一刻，即使有一天真的到了无法惋惜的地步，我所拥有的是无限的美好回忆，或许会很痛苦，但我无悔，因为我记得我们所做过的一切。保持这种心态，如果能够走到终老，这何尝不是天长地久了吗？
cherish every moment you have with your loved ones, and continue to walk the path till you have to leave.

Look, it's growing!!

Stil jobless, and facing another jobless guy at home too.. haiz.. money supply running very low, but no one calls me up for interview.. nvm, jobless doesnt mean it's the end of the world..

Though jobless, i treat this period as a gift to me.. at least i no need to fight for the toilet with my parents, hv abit more time to do some research for studies, and oso listen to my mum's "stories".. the other one at hm does not hv as much patience as me to listen to her.. only noe how to "attack" me wen my mom commented on his jobless-ness..

And another thing, i could feel that my r'ship with apple is growing.. cant reli describe y, but it's a feeling.. be it jobless/working, i think i am reli living for apple.. ya i noe, hopeless case, but he gave me much of my happiness nowadays.. my soulmate? 心灵寄托? maybe.. the love continues to grow day by day, and may it continue to grow..

went to west coast park for the first time last friday, and i would say it's one of the romantic and magnificent places that we hv been during our pak tor days.. shopping centres is not tat of my fav now.. parks and beaches, not a bad choice, if timing permits.. nice view.. and i get alot of pok poks.. wahaha.. *censored*

one of my fren went for fortune telling recently, said the fortune teller was super accurate abt everything abt her and told her she wil hv a gd life.. but she told me another thing that i got a shock.. tink her current bf would be her last, and i guess they are startin to plan for the wedding soon.. some time ago, she was tellin me she must get a ring abt 10k in value den she wil marry him.. and recently, she and her bf went ring hunting, and she saw another ring which she love it so much, and it cost 20k (her bf bought tat for her).. i was reli stunned, and i remembered her sayin that different rings for different purposes, as in engagement is one ring, wedding one ring, den duno wat one ring.. sighz.. mayb i 有眼不识泰山ba.. personally, i reli dun find the need to spend so much money on a ring.. yes, diamond is the hardest rock in the world which will last forever, thus the great significance in gettin a diamond ring.. to me, i jus felt tat it is jus a piece of rock on a piece of metal.. what reli matters is the love, which is priceless.. it shouldnt be measured by gettin such an expensive gift.. i dun mean gettin a cheapo ring in the future, but if needed and allowed, the best in the reasonable range - i dun wish apple to spend so much on tat pc of metal+rock..

nvm, dun get too agitated over this, i stil got a proj to rush.. jiayou ba!! and continue to 回味 my love with apple..

something. someone. somehow.

was tinkin abt something else, when someone else pop up in my mind.. someone whom once left a deep impact in my mind/heart.. but the gd ting is tat someone else have filled tat place and left a deeper impact at the same places..

lucky tat the thought of this someone did not manage to dig out any bad memories abt the past, or rather the bad memories was replaced and "diluted"..

kudos to me for conquerin my once worst nightmare.. haha..

romantic walk by the sea

supposed to blog earlier, but too lazy again..

had a great day of adventure with apple on aug 1, the day sprinkled with surprise..

met him at jur pt for a short walk and also to clear his bills.. then proceed hm to take a rest b4 goin to simei to pick up his colleague and wife to tampines to attend his malay colleague's weddin..

the weddin is super lavish lor.. thou at void deck, but machiam very high class, but sad to say tat 4 of us have to leave early as his colleague received a call from workplace, so apple offered help to send him there and to see wat's wrong.. as tat place is no entry for outsiders, me and his colleague's wife ended up chattin at a bus stop.. will not cover the detatils here..

after almost an hr, they are finally done and i tot it would be end of the day's prog cuz quite late liao.. but apple said, let's go to loyang pray or changi village to see pasar malam.. so happy.. thou the weather is super humid and hot, was quite elated to walk cuz happy ma.. den we went to the toilet after the walk, and i tot it would be the end cuz almost 12am.. den he said "u tink goin hm liao ar, no la, nan de come here, continue walk lor.." u can guess how super happy i was lor.. i had always wanted to come to changi beach, cuz lomantic ma.. under the dim lights and along the pavement by the beach.. how wonderful it is.. lo...man....tic... woh...

and it was 1+ wen i got hm.. memorable cuz this is the first time we went out so late together thou there was another time almost 4 yrs wen we were jus frens.. and without other people.. jus us..