Apple's Accident

started worryin wen i received a call from apple last nite. he told me his car scratched a police car accidentally.

i went to look for him last evening to clear some admin stuffs and it was quite late wen he sent me home. both of us were dead tired for me spending the whole day facing the pc and him clearing piles of work on/off site. normally i would receive his msg abt 40 mins after i got hm, but it was past the duration and i decided to drop him a msg. he called me and told me it's a small matter, jus some scratches but my instinct/my 多疑 character told me sth is wrong. he doesnt sound right in the call. i knew i couldnt go to slp jus like tat and esp wen he haven reach hm.

i was tryin to relax myself, but if u noe my pattern, how to relax? no details was given by him, i duno where is he or wat is he doin. at tat pt of time, a lot of thoughts passed thru my mind:

- if only i took a cab hm, den this wouldnt happen
- if i din insist on being perfect on writing tat article, i wun drag tat late
- how is he doin? how serious was the matter?
- wil the thing affect his application?
- police car leh? wil he be fined and given demerit pts?
- his beloved 'wife' is damaged and how is he feeling? shocked from the hit?
and many more.. i dislike myself for being like this, but tat's my 紧张大师 character. always like to tink of the worst.

at tat pt of time, i reli wished i was there with him. but i cant. i could only pray hard at hm that everything's ok, and sent him msgs to "cheer" him up, give him some moral support. the msgs i got later in the nite was "no injury involved", "ok u rest earli k", and "ok gal". and it was pourin heavily suddenly at 2am.. and he isnt hm yet.. finally at 2.38am, he got hm but i stil couldnt slp due to over-anxiety.

this mornin, i dropped him a msg to find out how is he.. seems like 小红受伤了, meaning no small deal.. he was on his way to make a police report, get the tow truck to garage and service the car and make another report on the accident.

the feeling of helplessness was too overwhelming.. together with the worry-ness abt him.. thk god he was unhurt, safe and sound. but 小红就惨了.

a lesson learnt - dun be too 固执 and insist on perfection for my works. and to drive safely.

老天爷，请保佑苹果和小红都无大碍 - apple to be freed from serious penalty and the car not to disfigure too much. 保佑，保佑。

Poor memory

oh no, i tink i am startin to suffer from poor memory.. sighz..

had a short chat with mr. bear yest mornin, and he was askin me whether i got any surprise for my bday.. i tink tink and tink, stil cant remember wat did i do with apple the sat after my bday.. and also the prior/subsequent meetings.. guess partly bcuz i too lazy to jote down here too.. haha..

and this morning, i suddenly remember wat i did tat day and decide to jote it down in case i forget.. haha..

we supposed to meet at city hall mrt station, but i was late, so i asked him to wait for me at the bus stop at suntec convention centre. i could see how pek chey his face was while sittin at the steps (not bcuz of me, it's the sun and dust).. felt so bad to make him sit there and wasted additional 45 mins of date..

decided to go and watch UP cuz i heard it's very inspiring, so walked to GV at MS, but sad to say, the movie was not shown there.. was prayin hard that the movie has not terminated cuz it was first shown in late july.. we walked back to suntec EW and lucky, we got the tix! hehe..

i bought a bowl of "supreme" soup for him, cuz 难得 my bday, mus treat myself abit.. i dug out the goodies that I have kept since CNY, and cooked a "near-to-real" shark's fins soup for myself.. good tings are meant to share, so knowin my pattern, i sure wil reserve one portion for him.. haha.. can see how hungry he was wen he ate the ting, he didnt eat his lunch wen he came to meet me..

i reli loved crying.. i was crying nonstop throughout the movie.. thou inspiring, but very sad.. it's true that death is an inevitable ting, but stil very sad lor, esp the main characters are so loving despite having no children. and even thou i cried nonstop, i can stil laugh at apple wen i saw him cryin too.. 性情中人.. 会哭的男人，才是应该珍惜的.. my philosophy again..

after the movie, we slowly walked back to MS and had our dinner at hongkong cafe.. oh ya, he gave me a bday card with a "love" bookmark from precious thots.. with his "once-a-yr" 真情告白 written on it.. can sense his love for me is much more than last yr.. during the dinner, he got asked if the "celebration" was too plain, and did i blame him for not being with me on my actual day.. i told him no, and i was booked on the actual day too.. if i am happy with him, everyday is my bday.. no need fancy tings or arrangement for me..

at first i suggested goin back to take his car and roam ard the city, but i can see he's tired (actually i m tired too).. so we decided to head home.. and b4 we settle for the bill, his phone rang.. he needs to rush back to work, sth spoilt.. he asked whether i wan to go home, i asked if i can follow him.. he allowed me to.. yippee.. thou i noe i will be locked out at the carpark for hours.. haha.. we took the train back to his hm to take his car, and went all the way to changi again.. i spent my time readin magazines and enjoyin the breeze at the carpark, cuz there's security guard there, so i cant do anytin funny.. haha..

waited and waited and he was finally out.. and we were on the road again.. home sweet home..

农历生日

cant remember wen was the last time i celebrated my bday, probably many yrs ago cuz i dun hv the habit of celebrating it. and in recent yrs, i dun even celebrate it cuz i heard it's not gd to celebrate it in the seventh month (everytime i'm so unlucky, it falls on a seventh month on the day of my bday). in the end, i could only "celebrate" it on my lunar bday (which happen to be after the 7th month) by havin a bowl of mee sua..

this lunar bday i spent it with apple with a new experience. prawn fishing. went to farmart at cck area with his fren and wife. nice place, and felt like going back to the olden days. but din catch much of the prawns (miserably uh-hum), so decided not to go for such activity in future. rather use the money on other tings than the few prawns, thou it's the experience tat is included in the price package.

tink my previous post created a little misunderstanding.. but can say tat fren of mine always "kicked a SMALL fuss" over apple's presence. nvm..

life's stil great with apple, happy and blissful.. and may it continues.. =)