Mixed Emotions..

It had been a long time since I wrote any blog over here, most of the time are updated over at the friendster blog.. These few weeks, many things had happened n goin to happen..

First of all is over bgr thingy.. Mayb I had met a jerk in somehow or the prob lies with me.. Jus duno how to handle such things la cuz never had b4.. But luckily nothin had started btn the both of us, or else I would have been hurt even deeper.. Cant say I'm lookin for new target, cuz the main thing is to settle my weighty prob den I'll talk abt bgr.. Mayb recently alot of things had happened, so there are times tat I reli hope tat's a someone special who I can talk to or lean to whenever such things happen.. But too bad, hvn found one yet.. Haha..

Next on is my extended family prob.. Very f*cked up over this prob, cuz it had been draggin on for many yrs, n we, the younger generation cant do anything.. Sigh* Cant reveal much here cuz it is super personal..

Today at the function, our 01 (manager), Mr Tey broke a piece of sudden news to us.. My colleague, Sunny will be transferring out to another branch startin next month.. And Cheryl and I will be takin over the dept from 1 Sept.. It's super sudden cuz we reli din expect he will get transferred out.. Guessed the next one will be our 02, Jason.. Haiz~ I reli reli reli hope tat Jason dun go so fast cuz I jus came here for 3 mths only.. He had been a very gd teacher, advisor, friend, big brother and colleague to all of us... I'm very very very grateful to him cuz he is very patient in teachin us anyting n everything tat he can.. He seldom says "NO" to anything.. Even if he is sick, he will stil carry on, jus like today.. He insisted on stayin on to the very last min.. That's professionalism.. He dun have tat kind of "I'm superior than u" attitude.. I reli enjoyed workin with him.. We are very willing to do anything he says without him applyin any pressure on us.. He doesnt show any favorism/biased towards any staff.. I treated him like my own brother.. I guessed no 02 in the other branch are like him, so easygoin n super "on" one.. I hope to learn more from him.. If he has the chance to operate a branch on his own (being the 01) somewhere, I wish to get transferred to his branch (tat's impossible). I aimed to be like him..

So many ppl will be gone in such a short while.. Think life will start to get boring liao..