It is raining quite heavily outside now, and the temperature is reli freezing cold.. Stupid renovation downstairs woke me up early in the morn.. How I wish I could sleep longer.. Hahaha.. Been quite some time that I came here to write something.. Nothin much to update leh.. As usual, let me split into the different categories..
Friendship: Met up with one of my sec sch frens.. Found tat it had been a long time since I go to Orchard n walk liao.. Must find chances to go out n see see look look more..
Work: Ok la.. Nth much to say leh.. Stil cant find the kick to work hard.. Must be stil troubling over personal prob ba.. Let me have some time to get over it first..
Family: Seemed like the condition of my grandma is gettin worse.. It only made us more woried abt her cuz she reli duno wat is she doin liao.. (dementia)
Love: ??? My Sec Sch fren is thinkin of recommending a guy to me that she thinks is my cup of tea.. Duno? See how first lor.. If got interest, den talk abt it.. If no interest, can be frens too..
Money: Broke liao.. Reli broke.. Wonder how do I survive till the next payday..
Health: Cough, flu, cold.. The 3 common bugs tat liked to look for me.. But recently not very free to fight them leh.. Wait till I free, den I shall handle them.. Haha
Gotta go n have my "brunch", before getting ready to go to FPTI for meeting.. *finally can see my training mates again n some handsome guys* Hahaha.. =)
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Loving Someone...
Loving Someone...
Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall.
Once you accept someone for who and what they really are, they will surprise you by being better than you ever expected. LOVE is loving/accepting a person with all his/her strength and weaknesses.
Lucky is the man who is the first love of a woman but luckier is the woman who is the last love of a man.
When two friends fall in love they learn they are meant for each other. When they fall out of love they realize they want to keep each other forever.
Find time to realize that there is one person who meant so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person who you thought nothing to you.
Love is seeing yourself through someone's eyes and finding yourself in somebody's heart.
Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever.
A ball is a circle, no beginning, no end. It keeps us together like your circle of friends. But the treasure inside, for you to see, is the treasure of friendship you've given to me.
Letting go has never been easy and holding on can be as difficult. Yet strengths measured not by holding on but by letting go.
True LOVE doesn't have a happy ending, that's because true love doesn't have an ending.
Men vs. women: Men would rather sacrifice love to conquer the world. Women would rather give up the world just to be with someone worth the sacrifice.
Decision should not be the choice of your heart or mind but sensible balancing of both.
Some thoughts are better left unsaid, some feelings are better left kept to yourself, but love has its way of expressing itself despite the silence.
The happier the memory, the deeper it hurts.
There are so many stars in the sky but only some are radiant enough to be noticed. Among those you choose to ignore is the one which is willing to shine for you forever even if your glance remained elsewhere.
It breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else... but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.
Whoever undertakes to set himself up as a judge of Truth and Knowledge is shipwrecked by the laughter of the gods.
- Albert Einstein (1879 - 1955)
Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall.
Once you accept someone for who and what they really are, they will surprise you by being better than you ever expected. LOVE is loving/accepting a person with all his/her strength and weaknesses.
Lucky is the man who is the first love of a woman but luckier is the woman who is the last love of a man.
When two friends fall in love they learn they are meant for each other. When they fall out of love they realize they want to keep each other forever.
Find time to realize that there is one person who meant so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person who you thought nothing to you.
Love is seeing yourself through someone's eyes and finding yourself in somebody's heart.
Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever.
A ball is a circle, no beginning, no end. It keeps us together like your circle of friends. But the treasure inside, for you to see, is the treasure of friendship you've given to me.
Letting go has never been easy and holding on can be as difficult. Yet strengths measured not by holding on but by letting go.
True LOVE doesn't have a happy ending, that's because true love doesn't have an ending.
Men vs. women: Men would rather sacrifice love to conquer the world. Women would rather give up the world just to be with someone worth the sacrifice.
Decision should not be the choice of your heart or mind but sensible balancing of both.
Some thoughts are better left unsaid, some feelings are better left kept to yourself, but love has its way of expressing itself despite the silence.
The happier the memory, the deeper it hurts.
There are so many stars in the sky but only some are radiant enough to be noticed. Among those you choose to ignore is the one which is willing to shine for you forever even if your glance remained elsewhere.
It breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else... but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.
Whoever undertakes to set himself up as a judge of Truth and Knowledge is shipwrecked by the laughter of the gods.
- Albert Einstein (1879 - 1955)
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
love.dislike.hate
I wrote this blog bcuz this is wat I'm seein now.. Sad.. Something I reli dun wan to see.. Forget it la.. Let's jus a step at a time.. Those who required some reflection, pls do so.. n the rest? I duno.. Jus close two eyes ba.. Haha.. I'm tired, thus no mood to write a complete one..
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Pissed off~
Today is a damn pissed off day.. Sianz~ All my fault again, rite?
Morn: Busy with the new place for 3 days offer/Starbuy for GMS items n the x'mas tree till I got no time to "chup" my Haba at all, lucky stil got Rosnah there.. (duno lucky anot)..
Noon: Den today is Hari Raya's Eve, all Muslim staffs are allowed to go back at 12pm.. I forgot all abt it n only managed to inform Rosnah at 1pm.. She asked me for the unapproved leave form yest n tore it away.. Den she duno wat la, say no need n lots of ridiculous things out.. n wat worse is she shouted at Bee Kim n told her to shut up, indirectly said tat BK is e one who is badmouthing her.. She shouted back at me in front of so many ppl in the office when I called Cheryl to inform her abt this.. When Cheryl came at 2pm, we asked her in into Tey's office, she complained alot of things like we dun let her do this, we dun let her do tat, like tat time she wanted to help me by writing the stocks tat r empty, so tat her lane wun look empty, den I told her not to..(cuz if she take time to write, den other things no nd to do liao la?) n tat time she complained tat we gave her too much things to do, she cant manage.. She said she din have much education, den her standard of English is very lousy, we looked down on her, she wan to learn n we dun let her learn.. All the rubbish.. We asked her to go home cuz she can, den she said no need, another 3 hrs only.. Den started cryin again... Super drama queen, even I cant fight.. Everytime act pitiful to gain sympathy.. If like tat she can cry cry cry, den do I have to jump down?
Late noon: I went for a late lunch cuz I was busy with the things again, so Bee Kim n Jiawen went w/o me.. Wen they called me, they oredi almost finished.. Den Aloysius smsed me, so I had a long chat with him, he is stil so pessimistic.. Duno wat to say to him.. "Always look on the bright side of life" doesnt apply to him..
I came back early to see wat can I help, but again, kena asked to do the same old things tat I did in the mornin n my lelong outside.. Tey kept askin me to find ppl to tidy up here n there, but I only got 2 staffs, Bee Kim & Harry.. Den they need to help to pull the gls rollcages ma.. Lucky Harry willin to help me to do here n there abit b4 goin back to help the gls.. Den the lelong is damn messy even after I asked Kat 2 to do, so I went down to see anyone can help, I saw most of them in store, n since Tey did say tat ask a gal to come n arrange, so I'm thinkin of askin Bee Kim to do since it's abt time tat I can go.. Den the replies tat she gave was like, " I dun like to do the lelong outside", den she told me one thing, "You go n do la".. I super pissed off liao lor, I jus said, " ok lor, I go n do", den I super bo song n kicked the store door.. If I were to quarrel with her, I sure at the losing end, must see she got how many ppl support her leh.. Think Kok Thiam & Harry can see tat I'm reli pissed off.. Harry came up to the lelong later n see wat can he help.. At least he's willin to help n got the initiative.. So I liked to hang ard with him & Zhilong.. They r a gd bunch of workers & frens..
Later in the evening, Kok Thiam smsed me to ask me abt the lelong, I told him settled liao la.. He said: "ok one, always r'ber tat there r frens in BM.." These words used to refer a big grp of us, now it only referred to a smaller grp n new ppl.. I told him tat,"of cuz, if not, I would have taken my bag n jus walk out of the branch".. Since tat matter happened, it reli made some of us have some thots, n we did see thru lots of things.. Tat's y everyday I go branch n see how of them, it made me reminded of some unhappy things, but when I see another grp of ppl, u'll be able to see a 360 degree change.. Very obvious lor..
Haiz~ y does things turned out this way? Sianz~
Nvm.. Always look on the bright side of life... I stil got another bunch of frens ard me.. Haha..
Morn: Busy with the new place for 3 days offer/Starbuy for GMS items n the x'mas tree till I got no time to "chup" my Haba at all, lucky stil got Rosnah there.. (duno lucky anot)..
Noon: Den today is Hari Raya's Eve, all Muslim staffs are allowed to go back at 12pm.. I forgot all abt it n only managed to inform Rosnah at 1pm.. She asked me for the unapproved leave form yest n tore it away.. Den she duno wat la, say no need n lots of ridiculous things out.. n wat worse is she shouted at Bee Kim n told her to shut up, indirectly said tat BK is e one who is badmouthing her.. She shouted back at me in front of so many ppl in the office when I called Cheryl to inform her abt this.. When Cheryl came at 2pm, we asked her in into Tey's office, she complained alot of things like we dun let her do this, we dun let her do tat, like tat time she wanted to help me by writing the stocks tat r empty, so tat her lane wun look empty, den I told her not to..(cuz if she take time to write, den other things no nd to do liao la?) n tat time she complained tat we gave her too much things to do, she cant manage.. She said she din have much education, den her standard of English is very lousy, we looked down on her, she wan to learn n we dun let her learn.. All the rubbish.. We asked her to go home cuz she can, den she said no need, another 3 hrs only.. Den started cryin again... Super drama queen, even I cant fight.. Everytime act pitiful to gain sympathy.. If like tat she can cry cry cry, den do I have to jump down?
Late noon: I went for a late lunch cuz I was busy with the things again, so Bee Kim n Jiawen went w/o me.. Wen they called me, they oredi almost finished.. Den Aloysius smsed me, so I had a long chat with him, he is stil so pessimistic.. Duno wat to say to him.. "Always look on the bright side of life" doesnt apply to him..
I came back early to see wat can I help, but again, kena asked to do the same old things tat I did in the mornin n my lelong outside.. Tey kept askin me to find ppl to tidy up here n there, but I only got 2 staffs, Bee Kim & Harry.. Den they need to help to pull the gls rollcages ma.. Lucky Harry willin to help me to do here n there abit b4 goin back to help the gls.. Den the lelong is damn messy even after I asked Kat 2 to do, so I went down to see anyone can help, I saw most of them in store, n since Tey did say tat ask a gal to come n arrange, so I'm thinkin of askin Bee Kim to do since it's abt time tat I can go.. Den the replies tat she gave was like, " I dun like to do the lelong outside", den she told me one thing, "You go n do la".. I super pissed off liao lor, I jus said, " ok lor, I go n do", den I super bo song n kicked the store door.. If I were to quarrel with her, I sure at the losing end, must see she got how many ppl support her leh.. Think Kok Thiam & Harry can see tat I'm reli pissed off.. Harry came up to the lelong later n see wat can he help.. At least he's willin to help n got the initiative.. So I liked to hang ard with him & Zhilong.. They r a gd bunch of workers & frens..
Later in the evening, Kok Thiam smsed me to ask me abt the lelong, I told him settled liao la.. He said: "ok one, always r'ber tat there r frens in BM.." These words used to refer a big grp of us, now it only referred to a smaller grp n new ppl.. I told him tat,"of cuz, if not, I would have taken my bag n jus walk out of the branch".. Since tat matter happened, it reli made some of us have some thots, n we did see thru lots of things.. Tat's y everyday I go branch n see how of them, it made me reminded of some unhappy things, but when I see another grp of ppl, u'll be able to see a 360 degree change.. Very obvious lor..
Haiz~ y does things turned out this way? Sianz~
Nvm.. Always look on the bright side of life... I stil got another bunch of frens ard me.. Haha..
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Numbed...
Jus finished a long chat with Kok Thiam, felt somehow beta after expressin my tots n feelings out to him.. Kok Thiam very funny, oways think tat I very stressed over work or everything.. Haha.. Aiya, somethin so serious as depression I can overcome liao, this one small case la.. If I'm very stressed, I'll sound very despo.. Tat's me..
Some things tat happened ard me made me felt numbed abt some things.. So tat's y now I jus concentrate on doin/finishin wat I supposed to do n not get involved in other things unnecessarily, (so tat I wun get stabbed unneccesarily too) n oso to watch out for my butt.. When I'm numbed over some things, this is my reaction towards them.. But some things I wun get numbed is being the kpo (hahaha), I'll help those ppl that deserved my help only, cuz think I'm too gd liao, gd to take advantage of.. Must noe how to think at times liao..
This wk had been quite a fun wk cuz got Harry, Zhilong they all workin together.. Very fun & "adventurous" cuz it had been a long time since I met ppl so ON as them, somehow motivated me to work too.. Clearing the rollcages/goods within a specific timing, talkin craps n laughin till stomach almost cramped.. Must cherish this kind of wonderful moments cuz we always say "Keep in touch", but in the end we, ourselves noe it best tat we will seldom keep in touch.. "This is life, dun ever think abt how life will be in future, but always r'ber at this moment of life, we have met someone or did something memorable tat will stay in our memory forever, no matter where we go in future..." Thus I treated friendship as my No.1 in my list, I can do anythin for the sake of friendship, but tat reli have to depends on who cuz some ppl r jus makin use of us only.. Frankly speakin, till date, I only almost did everything for them towards 3 - 4 ppl, cuz they reli deserved it, but if they r makin use of me, den jus too bad lor, cuz it takes alot of trust & mutual understanding to build a firm & sturdy friendship, if they wan to destroy it, let it be lor.. I had seen so much of such cases, so I can say I'm numbed of it liao.. Haha.. Tat's me... Lots of philosophies of mine.. I can come up with plenty of quotes everyday..
Some things tat happened ard me made me felt numbed abt some things.. So tat's y now I jus concentrate on doin/finishin wat I supposed to do n not get involved in other things unnecessarily, (so tat I wun get stabbed unneccesarily too) n oso to watch out for my butt.. When I'm numbed over some things, this is my reaction towards them.. But some things I wun get numbed is being the kpo (hahaha), I'll help those ppl that deserved my help only, cuz think I'm too gd liao, gd to take advantage of.. Must noe how to think at times liao..
This wk had been quite a fun wk cuz got Harry, Zhilong they all workin together.. Very fun & "adventurous" cuz it had been a long time since I met ppl so ON as them, somehow motivated me to work too.. Clearing the rollcages/goods within a specific timing, talkin craps n laughin till stomach almost cramped.. Must cherish this kind of wonderful moments cuz we always say "Keep in touch", but in the end we, ourselves noe it best tat we will seldom keep in touch.. "This is life, dun ever think abt how life will be in future, but always r'ber at this moment of life, we have met someone or did something memorable tat will stay in our memory forever, no matter where we go in future..." Thus I treated friendship as my No.1 in my list, I can do anythin for the sake of friendship, but tat reli have to depends on who cuz some ppl r jus makin use of us only.. Frankly speakin, till date, I only almost did everything for them towards 3 - 4 ppl, cuz they reli deserved it, but if they r makin use of me, den jus too bad lor, cuz it takes alot of trust & mutual understanding to build a firm & sturdy friendship, if they wan to destroy it, let it be lor.. I had seen so much of such cases, so I can say I'm numbed of it liao.. Haha.. Tat's me... Lots of philosophies of mine.. I can come up with plenty of quotes everyday..
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