These two weeks had proven to be very "eventful" cuz as usual, many expected n unexpected things happened.. Let me try to recount as many as I can...
1. A gd fren of mine wanted to quit from his job cuz he is reli too stressed up from his work (we can oso see too).. But there are many things tat he has to take into consideration, thus till now his mind stil cant settle down on which is the best option for him.. As a fren, wat i can only do is try to by with his side as much as possible cuz fr the way he told me, I'm reli afraid n worried tat he will go crazy one day.. Try to cheer him up, crap with him, motivate him, help him n counsel him.. Let him realise tat life isnt tat bad.. Hehe..
2. Two new colleagues came to my branch this week.. One pretty n demure chief cashier n an intelligent lookin 02.. Stil duno them tat well yet, so cant reli say much abt them.. But hope tat this 02 will be a gd one, jus like our previous one lor.. Haha.. (Heard tat she is very strict... oOpS, I so blur, die liao lor...)
3. My fren intro a new (?) fren to me last fri.. Cant say new la, cuz I oredi knew him when I was in sec 1, he was a prefect then too, jus tat we din talk much n he was oredi sec 4 liao, so we somehow din know each other lor.. My fren "strongly" recommend him.. Upon seein, can see he's quite a nice chap, jus tat mayb abit uncomfortable cuz he stil duno me tat well ba.. Erm.. jus like wat my fren said, even there's no special progress in the future, at least stil can become frens ma... I totally agree... hahaha...
...... Suddenly felt dead tired... mayb stil not used to this mth schedule ba.. so many morning shifts, den stil got the lelong sales.. dying soon liao la.. Haha.. I wan to have a nice n peaceful break too, jus like my fren had said.. Have not been seein life outside for sooo long... When can I do tat... Sleep... ZzZzZz...
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Handwriting Analysis - Quite true..
For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct San has left lots of white space on the all four borders of the paper. San fills up just the center area of the page. If this is true, then San has a particular shyness toward people and a fear of moving too fast in any direction. In some cultures, respecting people, rules, and adhering to protocol are ways of life. The right side of the page represents the future and the left side represents the past. San seems a bit stuck in the middle, afraid to take action. San seems to have a fear of looking bad or of crossing boundries. It will be easy to work with San on a team, because San will usually follow the rules. However, this desire to respect the boundries can often be construed as a lack of confidence and people will walk over San if she is not careful.
San is selective when picking friends. She does not trust everyone. She has a select group of people that are truly close to her, usually two or three. She is careful when choosing her inner circle of friends.
San is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. San basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.
In reference to San's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When San slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. San can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.
San will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!
San will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. San believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.
San uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when San does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise. San will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally. San is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, San doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
San is selective when picking friends. She does not trust everyone. She has a select group of people that are truly close to her, usually two or three. She is careful when choosing her inner circle of friends.
San is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. San basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.
In reference to San's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When San slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. San can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.
San will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!
San will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. San believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.
San uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when San does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise. San will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally. San is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, San doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
Saturday, December 03, 2005
sOoO lOnG~
Haiz~ Today wun be able to meet my best fren again cuz she got sth on at e very last min.. It has been soooooo long since I last saw her.. I guessed after I joined fp, only managed to meet her for a few times.. Sad ar~ There's so much things tat I wana tell her, as well as hear her gossips.. Hahaha..
Dead tired fr work, but dun think it's bcuz of work only.. It's mentally tired tat caused physical tiredness ba.. Sianz ar~ How I wish I can take a long break.. Tat 3 days MC tat I had for last time made me have time to think abt alot of things.. n mayb tat's where n when I changed my perspective n perception abt alot of things.. Those 3 days reli make me think --- abt work, family & friends.. Work was my priority when I first joined fp till e day I gotten e MC, but durin e period tat I was sick, I discovered at e very end of e day, wat brings u e greatest satisfaction is ur friends, not ur work.. Wat I reli do is to cherish e friends ard me, who r alive n kickin, I dun wan to wait till e day tat they leave me, n I....? Life is so unpredictable, though u may meet many ppl along ur journey of life, but they will leave an inerasable footprint in it.. Mayb u see them today, but at any pt of time they may jus leave u suddenly..
Tat's when I started to view friends as my greatest priority again jus like e days where I haven started workin, bcuz without them, I wun be wat I am today.. Sth tat happened in e past made me realised tat fame, wealth n status will not make me a happy person, but simplicity will, a state of life tat I had been doin so after my darkest period.. "See no evil, Hear no evil, Speak no evil".. But it's strange tat even though u craved for a simple life, ppl ard u will stil tat u r pretending or jus say say only, how can a person be simple in such a realistic society? Haha.. If they have been thru wat I went thru, mayb they'll be able to understand y I felt tat..
This reminded me of yest mtg with Mr. Tey n fellow TLs, he mentioned sth like "手心是肉，手背也是肉".. No matter which side we pinch, we will stil feel e pain.. He wanted us to work together as a team, irregardless to whether we like each other anot (??), cuz our common goal is to push up e branch profit n increase sales.. Basically I think he can see tat there r some form of politics tat is existin in the branch now, but wat can he do? There's so much of things tat he need to handle, he cant be possibly tryin to solve such politics every now n den.. For me, probably I got e same mindset as Jiawen, or bcuz I saw too many things tat happened ard me, I kind of have a heck care attitude liao.. I hate politics, n it'll be best I dun get involved in it at all.. As usual, one ear in, one ear out after hearing anythin.. Aiya, they wana fight, go n fight la, jus keep me out of it.. Let me be an ordinary person n happily finish my 2 yr promise in fp tat I had set for myself b4 movin on to another stage of my life.. Haha..
Sayin abt my 2 yr promise, I wondered will I be able to keep my promise till e end of it anot? I r'bered tat when I went for e fp interview so long ago, they asked me how long do I wish to climb up to e next level? I said 2 yrs, cuz I reli duno how will fp be like, n I reli jus wan to do sth different fr wat I studied, but in the end, I ended up doin sth similar, sth related to marketing, sth I reli dun like to do.. If I have a choice, how I wished tat I'm not e marketer, so tat I can reli concentrate on other things, like reli get to noe more abt Haba & GMS things, n oso I need not have to eat up my own personal time doin e things at home.. But now, I lost interest in practically anythin.. I regretted for not concentratin in Haba n GMS in the first place, now tat I lost heart in it.. The moment I wan to get involved, I'll be called upon to do other things.. n when I go n spend my time doin other things, den I get nagged for not neglectin Haba n not knowin GMS.. If I was the me 3 mths ago, mayb I'll stil go an extra mile to do things, but now, everything reli doesnt matter to me anymore, I jus wan to do wat I should do n spend my time on something worthwhile (not tat I'm sayin tat work doesnt worth my time to do)..
Some of them said tat how can I be tat heck care n unfeeling? Not tat I'm unfeelin, jus tat this series of events made me realised alot of things n indirectly forced to grow up rapidly again.. Mayb I'm not cut out for this line ba, I'm jus too soft n I dun wish to be firm.. Wat someone say some days ago left me thinkin, tat I'm a gd listener, n oso a person to vent ur frustrations n anger on, cuz I always seemed to have no temper at all.. n if I'm not in this line, mayb I can be a counsellor/volunteer or sth like tat ba.. Haha.. I'm not tat gd as ppl think la, I oso got my own temper too, jus tat most of them din get to see it only.. Eh, I dun like ppl to beat ard e bush or "e boy who cried wolf" type, especially when I'm helpin someone.. I stil r'bered tat I got so fed up at a fren 2 consecutive days over sth, but actually it was my fault la.. My anger will nv exceed 20 mins wan la, but sometimes I'll keep gloatin over it..
Seemed like this is a very long blog, jus like my title... Haha.. Some philosophies of mine tat I had developed over e past 2 mths (by e way, I like to develop alot of San's philosophies)..
18 Oct: "Carryin a torch is nth; Swithin it on is sth; Turnin it off is endin"
23 Oct: "Three things I can't live without - Friends, Colors & Music.. The rest I can forgo.."
26 Nov: "Life isnt perfect, so grab hold of every single day tat u can have with e ppl ard u, cuz who noes, they might leave u anytime.."
2 Dec: "In life, always r'ber e beautiful things tat u had done, e lovely frens tat u had made, e wonderful things tat u had said -- which might have oredi changed a person's life.. Always look forward to wat u can do n not keep on holdin to e regrets tat u had.."
"Always Look on e Bright Side of Life" -- like wat me n my grp of frens had always did.. *Smile*
Dead tired fr work, but dun think it's bcuz of work only.. It's mentally tired tat caused physical tiredness ba.. Sianz ar~ How I wish I can take a long break.. Tat 3 days MC tat I had for last time made me have time to think abt alot of things.. n mayb tat's where n when I changed my perspective n perception abt alot of things.. Those 3 days reli make me think --- abt work, family & friends.. Work was my priority when I first joined fp till e day I gotten e MC, but durin e period tat I was sick, I discovered at e very end of e day, wat brings u e greatest satisfaction is ur friends, not ur work.. Wat I reli do is to cherish e friends ard me, who r alive n kickin, I dun wan to wait till e day tat they leave me, n I....? Life is so unpredictable, though u may meet many ppl along ur journey of life, but they will leave an inerasable footprint in it.. Mayb u see them today, but at any pt of time they may jus leave u suddenly..
Tat's when I started to view friends as my greatest priority again jus like e days where I haven started workin, bcuz without them, I wun be wat I am today.. Sth tat happened in e past made me realised tat fame, wealth n status will not make me a happy person, but simplicity will, a state of life tat I had been doin so after my darkest period.. "See no evil, Hear no evil, Speak no evil".. But it's strange tat even though u craved for a simple life, ppl ard u will stil tat u r pretending or jus say say only, how can a person be simple in such a realistic society? Haha.. If they have been thru wat I went thru, mayb they'll be able to understand y I felt tat..
This reminded me of yest mtg with Mr. Tey n fellow TLs, he mentioned sth like "手心是肉，手背也是肉".. No matter which side we pinch, we will stil feel e pain.. He wanted us to work together as a team, irregardless to whether we like each other anot (??), cuz our common goal is to push up e branch profit n increase sales.. Basically I think he can see tat there r some form of politics tat is existin in the branch now, but wat can he do? There's so much of things tat he need to handle, he cant be possibly tryin to solve such politics every now n den.. For me, probably I got e same mindset as Jiawen, or bcuz I saw too many things tat happened ard me, I kind of have a heck care attitude liao.. I hate politics, n it'll be best I dun get involved in it at all.. As usual, one ear in, one ear out after hearing anythin.. Aiya, they wana fight, go n fight la, jus keep me out of it.. Let me be an ordinary person n happily finish my 2 yr promise in fp tat I had set for myself b4 movin on to another stage of my life.. Haha..
Sayin abt my 2 yr promise, I wondered will I be able to keep my promise till e end of it anot? I r'bered tat when I went for e fp interview so long ago, they asked me how long do I wish to climb up to e next level? I said 2 yrs, cuz I reli duno how will fp be like, n I reli jus wan to do sth different fr wat I studied, but in the end, I ended up doin sth similar, sth related to marketing, sth I reli dun like to do.. If I have a choice, how I wished tat I'm not e marketer, so tat I can reli concentrate on other things, like reli get to noe more abt Haba & GMS things, n oso I need not have to eat up my own personal time doin e things at home.. But now, I lost interest in practically anythin.. I regretted for not concentratin in Haba n GMS in the first place, now tat I lost heart in it.. The moment I wan to get involved, I'll be called upon to do other things.. n when I go n spend my time doin other things, den I get nagged for not neglectin Haba n not knowin GMS.. If I was the me 3 mths ago, mayb I'll stil go an extra mile to do things, but now, everything reli doesnt matter to me anymore, I jus wan to do wat I should do n spend my time on something worthwhile (not tat I'm sayin tat work doesnt worth my time to do)..
Some of them said tat how can I be tat heck care n unfeeling? Not tat I'm unfeelin, jus tat this series of events made me realised alot of things n indirectly forced to grow up rapidly again.. Mayb I'm not cut out for this line ba, I'm jus too soft n I dun wish to be firm.. Wat someone say some days ago left me thinkin, tat I'm a gd listener, n oso a person to vent ur frustrations n anger on, cuz I always seemed to have no temper at all.. n if I'm not in this line, mayb I can be a counsellor/volunteer or sth like tat ba.. Haha.. I'm not tat gd as ppl think la, I oso got my own temper too, jus tat most of them din get to see it only.. Eh, I dun like ppl to beat ard e bush or "e boy who cried wolf" type, especially when I'm helpin someone.. I stil r'bered tat I got so fed up at a fren 2 consecutive days over sth, but actually it was my fault la.. My anger will nv exceed 20 mins wan la, but sometimes I'll keep gloatin over it..
Seemed like this is a very long blog, jus like my title... Haha.. Some philosophies of mine tat I had developed over e past 2 mths (by e way, I like to develop alot of San's philosophies)..
18 Oct: "Carryin a torch is nth; Swithin it on is sth; Turnin it off is endin"
23 Oct: "Three things I can't live without - Friends, Colors & Music.. The rest I can forgo.."
26 Nov: "Life isnt perfect, so grab hold of every single day tat u can have with e ppl ard u, cuz who noes, they might leave u anytime.."
2 Dec: "In life, always r'ber e beautiful things tat u had done, e lovely frens tat u had made, e wonderful things tat u had said -- which might have oredi changed a person's life.. Always look forward to wat u can do n not keep on holdin to e regrets tat u had.."
"Always Look on e Bright Side of Life" -- like wat me n my grp of frens had always did.. *Smile*
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