Another Sad Week...

Harry finally left BM liao.. Sad ar~ It had been some time since I got so upset liao, the last time was the time where Sunny they all left.. Harry waited for me to come to work on Sat morn, before biddin goodbye to us.. I stil remember tat I was still naggin at him when he was makin his rounds at Haba.. Time reli flies, his 3 mths with us passed by so fast, n it's reli time for him to leave.. No more guys for me to su ku, sa jiao n hug liao after he and Zhilong left.. Those happy days will now become a memory, a beautiful memory tat is to be kept till e day we r not in this world.. I might be feelin super nostalgic n emotional now, but I'm reli statin the facts..

Tat day, I accompanied him to make his purchase, biddin goodbye to Ivan n Dewei, den I followed him behind, where I reli cant control my tears.. I stopped before the overhead bridge, n see him walkin over to e other side, but while he was walkin, I called out for him, he din turn back.. At tat pt of time, I was thinkin mayb I should give him a hug before I regretted.. I ran after him jus to "demand" a hug from him.. It may looked so stupid, but I felt better.. His eyes were red too.. Both of us were so sad..

I reli missed these 2 guys, my buddies because they reli helped me alot.. and I stil got lots of Coffee to treat them back.. All those words like "keep in touch" are lies.. I used to think we will definitely keep in touch, in the end... as time goes one.. we became hi-bye frens till no contact at all.. So now I only believed in creatin as much events to make this frenship as memorable as I can, before it reli expire..

"Harry & Zhilong --- Best Ah Boy & Ah Di in BM (Jun 05 - Jan 06)"

This CNY reli sucks, partly bcuz e ppl get lesser, n I had fallen ill too... Sianz ar~ First day jus went to relative house n sit for 3 hrs, watchin DVDs.. Den wan to go out oso no place to go.. Den second day, due to fallen sick, cant go to anywhere too.. Haiz~

I suddenly have the urge to find a bf, at least my holidays wun be tat bored ba.. But jus too bad, with my character n pattern, I think guys will run away after seein me.. except for my gd frens la.. Haha.. Mayb i'm not young anymore, goin to 22 liao, felt tat it's reli time for me (even bk said so) to find someone I liked n liked me, before I grow any more older, than it will be too late for me to settle down.. At the same time, mayb i will reli find the motivation to slim down ba, n not kept stuckin at this pt.. No matter wat way I tried, e weight doesnt seemed to move leh.. instead it moved up.. Must reli find something to do something abt it..

When will I find my true love?

e someone I've been waitin or e someone who's willin to accept me?