Updates..

It had been a mth since my last update.. Lots of tings happened recently.. Company D&D, colleague's weddin, n piles of work..*haiz*

Went for my company's D&D 2 wks back.. It's the first function (I guess it wil oso be the last for me in this company), first time I wore a champagne tube? top, long purple skirt, a pink shawl n heels.. (oso with some light makeup by my own..hehe..) I went to make a zig zag perm for my hair, tink I reli looked different on tat day.. I looked somehow I wanted to be.. A princess thou I'm not pretty.. Felt beautiful for e first time, with my colleagues commenting tat I looked my age, different from how I looked at work.. *the cleaner auntie look*

Next up is the weddin of my Indian colleague, it had been quite some time since I attended a weddin, so duno wat to wear, but lucky is not at a restaurant, no need to formal.. I went out in the morn to search for the attire.. After hours of searching, finally found a short brown skirt with a light champagne Hush Puppies top.. Coincidentally, the color matched.. I did my hair on my own, n wore the accessories tat I borrowed from my fren, again I looked like my age.. But I was kind of the odd one out, cuz the rest of my colleagues, wore uniform.. Haha.. My colleague commented tat if I "dolled" myself everyday to work, nx yr sure is my weddin.. I was like.. No way.. Haha..

Next is work.. RELI PRESSURIZED!! Evryday barked by my boss over sometings, or nth.. offer cards not up - my fault. Tings not done - my fault. Any other matters - oso my prob.. My morale fell to the bottom again.. I reli felt like cryin n submittin the resignation form.. Ya, it may b a trainin to me, but I felt tat it's kinda far too harsh on me.. I dun wan to change.. but it is makin me to change.. I reli talked like Cheryl wen I talked back to my boss.. I was merely hopin to get my job done, but given the time I had, I reli cant do much.. I stil got so much paperwork n other commitments outside.. Wat's more, my practical driving test is comin soon, I need time n concentration on tat too.. n I need my personal time.. I simply got no off for the past 2 or 3 mths due to the commitments n work.. everyday hv to worry this worry tat.. I wil break down soon..

Wil update soon.. hope the situation wun get worse.. n hope tat I will pass my test, n this make a reason for me to resign.. Jia You!!