Friday 13th

Today is Friday the 13th.. but I dun reli believe in that thing..

Finally can take a short break to write a little update of my life recently..

6 mths into my job, I realised that I am reli not suitable for desk-bound job (that was what I told my ex-manager when I first gotten a job at FP), and the govt way of doin work.. I like to let my ideas run freely and wildly, thus I need to see new things.. I dun have the passion for this job.. neither can treat it as fun to enjoy it.. everyday is like draggin myself to work, doin monotonous and brainless work.. where have capibilities gone to..? It's true that I like publicity, branding and marcom things, but the learning curve is moving too slowly as my road is blocked by clearing all those administrative work..

Yippee.. My r'ship with apple had crossed the 4-mth mark, and I am still continue to count my happiness and blessings everyday.. Not that much of the insecurity-ness now, and more open to share things with him.. Can say that the way of him settling me into the r'ship was very good, and I reli felt very comfortable being with him.. My fren asked me, "is he the one for u?" I din give an immediate answer, but I went back and thought abt it.. The answer was YES, bcuz I was able to visualise having and building a future with him, this is something that I was unable to visualise previously.. Though I seldom like to tink abt the future, the image of him was part of my future.. I am liking (loving?) him more and more, and there comes the "problem".. Everytime after we meet, I wil start to miss him.. It's been happening recently.. nvm, mayb the frequency wil be back to normal some time later.. =)