Fantasy vs. Reality

Fantasy:
1. The creative imagination; unrestrained fancy.
2. Something, such as an invention, that is a creation of the fancy.
3. A capricious or fantastic idea; a conceit.
4. Fiction characterized by highly fanciful or supernatural elements.
5. An imagined event or sequence of mental images, such as a daydream, usually fulfilling a wish or psychological need.
6. An unrealistic or improbable supposition.

Reality:
1. The quality or state of being actual or true.
2. The totality of all things possessing actuality, existence, or essence.
3. That which exists objectively and in fact.

For me, I always lived in a world of fantasy, where I created all things n events based on my imaginations n how I wan them to be. So in my dreams or fantasy world, there is no death or sadness. Some may call me silly n stupid, already a grown-up gal, stil thinkin of such things? To me, I dun care what they wanna say or do, I will jus hang on to my thoughts n feelings, cuz this is the only way I can relive my dreams, make up for my regrets and keep my spirit on..

There are alot of things I always believed, and listing them all out will be a very long process.. I dunno when I started believing in something, but I remembered that I liked to wish upon the sky where the stars n moon are around, hopin that they will be able to hear my wishes (though till now none of my wishes have ever come true).. When I was growing up, I starting to forget about this until I saw the moon n stars last night while going home.. Though there was only half a moon, it seemed so bright to me.. If u looked closely, there is always a star besides the moon, a shiny one, it is not coincidence that there are together, there is a reason behind it, but I have forgotten it.

I wanted to be an angel, an angel who is always helpin those in need, jus like our guardian angel.. Since the day I heard that there is a guardian angel in every one of us, I started to believe that too, cuz I felt that there is always an invisible forc helpin us up whenever we are in trouble, in depression or in luck.. Being an angel must be very pure in heart, with no hatred or enemies, and I'm not qualified to be one.. Though I dun hate someone, but there is someone I reli reli dislike n I dun think I will forgive for the rest of my life.. Jus dun ask me who.. Not my frens.. No frens are my enemies, unless they treated me as one..

Quote of the day: "Whenever u feel lonely, pls look up at the sky."

The sky may have nth on it, jus clouds, sun, stars, or even the moon, but it will definitely make someone's day feel reli better, cuz ur guardian angel might be lookin at u at an angle of the sky.. =)