A little of everything...

Dunno wat to write for the title of this blog, just felt kinda lazy to think of any name for it cuz jus wanna cover abit of everything.. Work, Frens, BGR and anything else..

Stil tryin hard to cope with work since my return from China, but felt that I jus cant seem to get anything right, everything is not doing well, later got complains over the price, den my subordinate kept eating snake, b4 I can give her a lecture, she lectured me instead, kept sayin that when she do work, no one see, n when she is not ard, everyone accused her of eating snake.. Do u noe that as her supervisor, I got so stressed tat other supervisors are seein her walking here n there, doin nth.. Sometimes she even missing in action, this one I reli dunno how to explain, cant possibly everytime cover her up to say she went for lunch? I oredi close one eye on her MC, n leg pain, wat else does she wan me to do? Jus like wat others say ba, I jus too soft-hearted n too green, so that the older staffs dare to bully me.. For me, I jus hope tat if I can solve the prob before I reli flare up, den all things will end well, isnt it? Will someone tell me how to be firm n dun get enemies?

Think the manager wants the newbies to do something for the company, another colleague n I was put into the planning for the upcoming events of the company, I was put into the planning for National Day, n I'm supposed to hand in the draft by 15th June, how am I goin to come up with a plan so fast? It seemed like tat I will have to use my skills in poly again, to come up with a plan within 3 days.. Right now, jus cant find any idea leh.. Only red n white, stil got wat can I think?

Frens mah.. Jus felt tat there are many things to talk abt it, but dunno how to approach it.. First, fate plays a large part to it, especially when two ppl with no links at all, can get together as frens, this is one miraculous thing.. It takes alot of efforts to maintain a friendship but nowadays not many ppl are doing it, tat's y those close n gd frens of theirs eventually becomes "hi-bye" frens. I admit tat I din do much to contact my then-close frens, but u can sense tat they r starting to drift apart from u, no point on hangin on to them.. I have many of such cases that I'm losing confidence in such frenship anymore.. It is a slow process for gd frens to progress to best/close frens but it is terribly fast for it to progress to normal frens..

Till now, I only have trust on one particular fren, I will consider her as my one n only best fren cuz I felt the most comfortable with her.. Though we dun contact tat often, we have the invisible link between us, where we will say anything as we like.. She is jus the near-to-perfect fren cuz no one is perfect.. She is always able to accept my weaknesses, n allow me time to change, unlike others.. There is another fren of mine, whom I known for quite some time, but I jus dun feel much comfort in her, cuz she is not willing to accept n change her weaknesses, so after some time, I dun even bother to say anything liao..

Next is to my guys frens, n I will call them as my buddies ba, mayb due to my tomboyish characteristics ba, as I felt comfort in talkin to some of them, cuz I jus like the way they gave their opinions, it's totally different from wat I will hear fr gals.. But hor, guys are still guys, u dun contact them, they wun contact u one.. So every now n then, I will have to look for them to chat.. But most of them have gf liao, so also not convenient to look them too, if not their gf will get suspicious too.. Haha.. Have to look for single guys to chat liao.. Tat's wat I'm doin now..

BGR mah.. This topic always exist, but doesnt occur to me much cuz I dun have one, at most only one-sided love, but to my frens, kept occuring.. Mayb I have cultivated myself as a gd listener, they loved to come to me for opinions, how am I to know wat to give, but after so many yrs of experiences, think I can open a consultancy firm on this liao.. I shall not touch on any particular cases today but jus wanna give a general view on it..

Every relationship is similar, jus tat the parties involved are different, n their personalities are different too.. Many couples can stay long in the relationship as long as they are willing to give n take for one another.. Another case will be one part is willing to take in watever nonsense tat the other party is giving, I admired such ppl, though I dun reli agree with wat they are doin.. n some ended in breaking up bcuz when u take in too much, u r allowing the other party to do watever he/she wants, there is always a limit to human's limitations.. I saw one case where I found my fren's bf is very gd, he is willing to accept watever she is, though I stil see my fren kept insisting on her views of doing things.. If she is reli bent on her views, I dun see any future in their relationship unless her bf is so great to accept all of it till the end of their journey.. Haiz~

Song of the day (not related to the topics tat I covered):

遗失的美好
演唱人：张韶涵 词：姚若龙 曲：黄汉青

海的思念绵延不绝 终于和天 在地平线交会
爱如果走得够远 应该也会跟幸福相见
承诺常常很像蝴蝶 美丽的飞 盘旋然后不见
但我相信你给我的誓言 就像一定会来的春天
我始终带着你爱的微笑 一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑过嘴角 就用你握过的手抹掉
再多的风景也从不停靠 只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好 但就是谁都替代不了
在最开始的那一秒 有些事早已经注定要到老
虽然命运爱开玩笑 真心会和真心遇到