Think more than a mth tat I last posted anything here... Alot of things happened over the past mth n I've been acting strong to face all these changes.. Let me count... Sunny's & Agnes' transfer, Jason goin to open a new branch, Chwee Jen resignation, n another 1? 2? 3? 4? or 5? ppl leaving this branch too... I reli how to react, cuz everything happened so fast... It's so miserable to pretend tat I'm alright, but the fact is I'm the most affected one cuz I jus duno how can I help...
I'm very stressed up, but I cant let anyone noe cuz if even I cant help them, den the whole branch will definitely go haywired... Tat's y nowadays I kept smsing my consultant, hopin to alleviate my inner pain & stress bit by bit.. Sometimes it does help, sometimes the pain jus got worse cuz the very next day u go to work, u see the same thing again or add ons...
I reli felt very miserable.. n I noe at this stage, the only person tat can help me is ME.. I must noe how to let it go.. If not, I will sure go mad.. Why is these things happening here? I reli feel like cryin now.. cuz I'm reli lost n felt so dishearted.. I'm only 21, y am I seeing this n need to fight this war? Jus bcuz I looked like a daredevil cuz I dare to try to do alot of things n speak out? Hahahahahahaha... (very sacastic laugh)
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