Damn Upset Day - 090905

Yest was a heart-wrenching day, can see tears everywhere, those who showed it, and oso for those swallowed it.. Finally it's time tat Agnes n Jason left our branch liao.. Terrible.. All these events tat had happened within the last 2 wks had made some of us, including me reli wondered is this life? How come life likes to play a fool on us? Things does happen with a reason, I dun believe tat there's no reason behind Sunny n Agnes' transfers.. I dun buy the crap/reason tat was given to me.. At first when I came to this line, I was full of fear cuz I duno will I be able to adapt to this job? Den wen I reli catch a hold of something, I was thinking this is a gd place to work in, very fun n challengin bcuz of the ppl ard here.. BUT the cruelty came within these few weeks, tat ppl are transferring out.. WTF!! damn it.. Jus like wat Jason said, what we can do?

Now without so many ppl, or rather pillars of supports, I will be on my own though there's stil Jiawen, Cheryl n the young ones, but these things has bring down our morale so much tat I reli wondered is this the place tat we can stay.. n i'm startin to get pressure fr 2 ppl, I'll have to prove myself if not I'll in deep shit.. Will we suffer the fate of being transferred one day if our performance doesnt reach branch standards or other rules n reg? I told myself or Jiawen that if one day, if he or cheryl were to leave, n the young ones go to study, tat's will be the end.. Either I leave this job n pursue my dream, or I apply for a transfer to a branch where a fren is around.. This is reli childish thinking, but no choice, all these are caused by something..