Recently..

Again.. it had been some time since i put up a decent blog or rather update of my life.. this time i will separate wat happened to me recently into differernt categories.. like that it will be easier to read ba..

Friendship: been meetin up with a couple of frens tat i din meet for a long time.. or rather i was quite busy with work tat i cant afford to ask them out too.. after some matter, i realised that my frens had been with me all along which i reli grateful to them.. they went thru the most difficult period with me.. I reli liked to chat with them along the riverside or wherever, talkin abt any topic under the sky.. some of my frens belong to those who need to give some reminders to let them find out what they reli wan to look in life.. n normally i wil be the one who give them the motivation, sayin some so-called mature things, hoping to wake them up from their 'depression'.. n me myself, i have a fren to motivate me too.. which i reli appreciative of him too.. he waked me up.. if not i wil stil be trapped in my stupid tinkin.. n not the happy-go-lucky me again.. hehe..

Work: Busy like no ppl business.. handling difficult staff is reli not my forte.. being too kind to ppl, means clearing all the shits that they had left u with.. now i reli got 3 heads n 6 arms, covering so many tings til sometimes i m lost in wat i'm supposed to do.. everyday doin the same old tings.. in addition, help to clear the stocks, den have to double check wat my staff order.. sianz.. i reli need new challenges n obstacles.. i cant be doin all these tings.. but i need the pay to survive.. confusing..

Family: nth much to comment.. as usual.. everyone is busy doin his or her own tings.. or rather we din try to improve the condition.. i reli envied those ppl who had a real loving family.. i yearned to have one too.. but.. life is cruel.. tat day i got to go to a fren's house.. i reli can see how loving their family is.. n my heart was tellin me.. this is the kind of family tat i hoped to grow in..

Love: Jus ended an unknown relationship on children's day.. 1st oct.. memorable.. finally can heave a sigh of relief.. cuz i finally realised tat loving someone is so tiring.. n mayb like wat my fellow mates says, this guy doesnt reli worth tat much for me to contribute so much feelings in the relationship.. i had done my part, n i had no regrets.. wat past is past.. we must always look forward to watever in life.. n i guess i'm reli happy with my kind of life rite now.. thou kinda lonely at times, but i was once this lonely too.. the period whereby we din contact, reli clear my mind to realise alot of tings.. n thru alot of events n self-reflection, i tink i noe wat kind of guys tat i wil wan to look for.. there's one in my peers which reli is the type whereby all gals wil wan to have as a bf or husband.. n i believe he is the right guy for most gals.. n this made me derive one sentence : " your ideal guy may not be ur right guy, neither is ur right guy ur ideal guy, but finding the right guy is the most impt cuz he is someone who wil be with u the rest of ur life.." if possible, seek the happiness that u wan.. but for me.. mayb i only have matchmaker luck ba.. so jus let fate takes its path..

Money: broke.broke.broke.. insurance n driving lessons r killin me.. but i am stil able to save a little bit la.. hehe..

Health: need to take care more la.. stupid haze is causin alot of ppl sick..

Overall: Live simply, bcuz this is where u can reli find real happiness besides finding someone who likes/loves u.. Simplicity is happiness.. May all ppl live happily ever after!!

Regards,
San
"the dreamloner who always in seek of her own happiness with simplicity.."