.23.

I am 23 today le.. haiz.. older by another yr le.. but this oso means a new chapter to my life.. time to grow up a little bit more.. was doin some reflections over the past few days, n made some decisions n tinkin.. first of all, i have decided to delete all blogs with regards to 77 (but it wil take some time as there's quite alot to clear).. it made me realised tat by writin all those blogs only tells me one ting, i cant let go of the whole matter.. anyway, 1 full yr had passed, n i'm fortunate to have Apple all these along, thou it's only recently den i found out a secret abt him.. haha.. no matter wat physical or mental "damages" tat i had incurred, it's reli time to let go, so tat i can carry on with my life.. one final conclusion tat i can say abt him is he doesnt know of one word - "CHERISH".. i'm alrite with anythin bcuz i respect the other party, but tat doesnt mean u can do anythin to me n take me for granted..

I had a great and wonderful day today, bcuz I had fulfilled my little wish of spending my bday with someone i like - apple.. It's a short and brief meeting, but it's rather fulfilling as I managed to see the "emotional/sentimental" side of him.. Thou I didnt manage to get my bday wish of goin to the zoo this year, I believe I wil get the chance as he promised me.. hehe..

As usual, we met up at jur pt which is near his house as he jus finished a run yest, thus his legs were kinda jelly.. it was kinda amusing to see him walkin this way, but it's not good to laugh at others.. haha.. Had a short walk ard the premises before we proceeded for our lunch at billy bombers.. Either the serving was too large, or I was not hungry (as I'm able to have him with me on my bday), I had leftover for my serving, and he "helped" me to clear.. haha.. startin to get used to accepting food fr guys - he was the one who started it.. I passed him some of the stuffs that I got for him wen I was at Genting over the past few days, and he prepared a birthday card for me (but he got it last min, so he was rushin to write out the contents..)

I started to wonder whether we got telepathy (心有灵犀) everytime, bcuz I was tinkin of watchin the movie 《881》 before I came to meet him.. and before I told him abt the movie, he said that he had bought the tickets.. We went to catch the show after our lunch, and something interesting happened due to my "silly-ness".. Usually wen I catch a movie with my frens, we have the tendency to tear the tickets and distribute to the person who was sitting on that seat, so....I just tore the tickets accordingly and pass his ticket to him, and that was where I realised I did sth wrong.. His reaction was so comical.. Guessed he was surprised to see me tearin the tickets, and I got surprised abt his reaction too bcuz I knew I did sth wrong liao.. Our conversation was like:
“你撕了啊？”
“Huh，不能撕啊？”
“Then，你就收着它吧。”

It was only later den I know that the movie tickets meant something.. Normally ppl will keep the tickets attached bcuz it means that a couple wil not split up.. But cant blame me ma, how would I know abt such tings..? In the end, I went home to stick the 2 tickets back-to-back, using double-sided tape.. Haha..

Back to the movie.. There were some parts in the movie that was very touchin.. and me, being an emotional gal, of cuz cried la.. but wat I din expect was that I saw him cryin too.. My first reaction was like: "How come a guy like him, cried too..?" (cuz I have nv seen a guy cried while watchin a movie, normally they are like "cold-blooded" animals) But after a few seconds, I realised that it was the sentimental side of him.. Frankly speakin, his tears touched my heart cuz it's very rare to find a guy who wil cry like this, and it oso meant other tings too..

After the movie, we walked for abit more b4 he sent me to the MRT station and tat's was the end of my 23rd birthday.. the very first time I celebrated my birthday with a guy.. hehe..