Temptations~

Was on my way to meet Apple yest wen Toh msg-ed me.. I've deleted the sms-es, but I can vaguely remembers wat he msged me.. He was sayin tat he want to hold the girl's hand yet he cant, he felt so restless and sick.. Facin this kind of situation, I was kinda duno wat to advise him cuz his case is special one..

(Based on wat I know) Toh got to know this particular girl many years back while working together, and it was in the recent yrs that they get to know each other more after Toh left the company.. I was happy to hear that he found another girl he liked after so many years of singlehood, and they somehow have the same interests and hobbies, which is great.. Slightly more than a week ago, Toh finally plucked up his courage to tell the girl he liked her, and the girl din reject, but here comes the issue.. Due to their religion, they have the same habit to go to temple and pray occasionally, thus they have also asked the deities for advice on tis area, and the answer tat the girl got was, not to start a relationship early, I guessed Toh got a similar answer from his side too, which I am not very sure.. Toh got so troubled over this, but I was not able to advise on this..

When he told me he wanted to hold her hand yest, I tot he was sayin tat he dun dare, so I was listing out my example abt me n apple, cuz I oso dun dare to hold his hands after so long.. Until Toh said that he dare, jus tat he cant bcuz of the girl, he felt so lost n the temptation is there.. I can only tell him to be patient, cuz it might be a test tat he has to overcome, telling him to jiayou and persevere, as his wait might be paid off one day.. cant rush, cuz it might become worse..

Back to my part on temptations.. there's alot of temptations yest while I'm out with Apple.. Haha.. I had made a small wish last Christmas, tat is to be able to hold Apple's hands, but too bad I stil dun have the courage to do so.. Since Christmas is over, I just shrugged it away.. but the temptation is there again.. duno y, the feel is there, and it grew stronger as time goes by, but I din do so again.. The worse (best?) part is when we were at the video shop, tat one even more jialat.. there were times tat our faces r quite close to one another, and I actually got the tempation to **** his face.. oh my.. my mind is reli goin abit bonkers at tat pt of time, but lucky I walked away to divert my attention.. haha..

Yest was another eventful and contented day.. Hehe.. Actually like tat oso not bad.. take time for the ting (relationship) to mature gradually, which I tink it will help alot for anything in future..