Takin a break

Takin a 10mins break from doin projs now, so thot of bloggin..
Went to visit my sick apple yest illegally again..
It reli ached alot to see him suffer for the past week..
I was so worried wen he didnt reply/send me a msg as usual (suspect sth was wrong)..
I couldnt slp at all despite doin my proj until dawn on fri..
My instinct told me tat he had went to hospital..
I waited until noon time den i gave him a call..
He sounded so blur tat I almost couldnt figure out wat was he sayin..
And unknowingly, there was a fear of losing him (stupid rite?)
I had never liked a guy as much as i do now, and mayb tat's y i have tat feeling..
He is like a family to me, or even closer than my own family, my world spins around me..
Think i am too madly in love with this apple liao..