love-hate r'ship with apple

for the sensitivity of an action, certain word would be changed to "pok pok".. haha..

nowadays, my greatest happiness come from seeing apple and getting pok pok.. and yest is one day i get to see him and pok pok.. oh no, i'm so addicted to him.. cant imagine the withdrawal symptoms if we cant meet for a longer time than usual.. hehe..

hmm.. i reli loved the way apple pok pok me, and each time i wished it could be longer.. it's an enjoyment to be pok pok by someone i truly loved.. and pok pok was one ting i disliked, felt so disgusted back then, and suffering from a short period of nightmare.. mayb i shouldnt be sayin this again, cuz it shouldnt be.. but my greatest relief was that i din drag and carry on with 77, or i tink i wouldnt be with apple or another guy now..

back to the pok pok part.. i always looked forward to it, duno y.. it jus got me so high and excited.. the electrocuted feeling.. so immersed in the environment until he stops.. but man are greedy.. hoping to be a little bit more.. i was telling apple yest tat if i stil got the electrocuted feeling, means i stil liked u alot, if not, means i dun like u.. this was wat happened back then.. i only got a few short excited moments back then, and the subsequent few were fearful - i even thought it was bcuz i dun hv experience in it, now i know why..

though i had been repeating this, it's a great experience to be apple, deeply fond of him.. even though sometimes the tings he does can be very "the", this is where the 'hate' part.. he is so cute and yet so 'the' at the same time.. but i stil like him many many.. hehe.. beautifully imperfect.. our imperfectness complement one another to form perfectness..

*ohh~ stil cant forget the pok pok moment til now.. beautiful and sweet..