Happy Birthday to Apple!!

It's apple bday yest and we had alot of fun (with a small regret).. next yr he wil reach another start of a new age, so must make it more fun this yr.. initially my plan was only goin to eat swensen's. foot massage and sit ard esplanade for a romantic moment, but i decided to change at the last min..

Since i hv nth much to do nowadays, i first went to check out the prices and recce the location to see if plan A fails, what are plan B or C.. hehe.. Goin to zoo did cross my mind, but i was afraid tat it would be too tiring for him to travel ard.. but i stil decide to slot it into my schedule..

Tink i was kinda excited the nite b4, slept late and woke up early to prepare the stuffs.. bought a loaf of milk bread, spread kaya, butter and nutella on it (he loves chocolates), prepare honey water, doublecheck the bus schedules and routes online, take a sachet of coffee, pack porridge into the bag and set off to the mrt.. i remembered tat he din blow the candle on last sat, so went to four leaves to buy a slice of strawberry shortcake for him.. yummy..

I was practically fighting against time cuz i dun wan to reach the zoo too late, if not insufficient time to sightsee and walk walk.. i faster unpack everything at his home, somehow rushin him to dress up and pack our lunch (water and bread) and went to the mrt.. either our minds tink alike or he oredi knew wat i was up to, he was able to guess tat i was plannin to go to which station to change bus.. but we missed the bus jus 2 minutes.. need to wait another 25 mins under the hot sun.. but the gd ting was the sun wasnt scorchin hot, it was jus hot and abit stuffy.. haha..

And finally, we were at the zoo.. it had been more than 15 yrs since i last visited the zoo, i tink the same for apple too.. so excited.. was taking photos and walking ard the whole place.. saw so many animals tat i had nv seen in my life.. so cute and sweet.. haha.. but was hungry and thirsty cuz i only brought some bread and water along.. stil wil get abit dehydrated.. haha..

and it was time to leave the zoo, but it would be long b4 we could eat our dinner cuz i am bringing him to go for a foot and shoulder massage at esplanade first.. so we went to eat kfc to fill our stomach abit.. at least not so hungry ma.. haha.. we took the traveller's bus and i could see he was tired and he was dozing off.. haha.. like to see him slp, so cute.. haha.. we missed the bus to esplanade again, so hv to wait.. bt our tummy starts to grumble again.. haha.. could see he enjoyed the massage.. haha.. but it was oredi late, and hv to start lookin for dinner.. we remembered swensens cuz it gave a free firehouse ice-cream on the actual day of bday.. hehe.. but tat means we hv to walk back to marina sq and wait for food too.. sighz.. no more romantic at the rooftop or by the riverside.. abit disappointed.. cuz yest was a special day, thou it can be like any other day.. the meaning is slightly different.. and mayb bcuz we seldom come to town, usually in a crowd, so it felt even more different..

it was gettin late, yet the selfish side of me stil wished the time could be longer, but he have to work the next day and we hv to go to the mrt.. tink my expressions was too obvious of wat i wana do, yet couldnt do, apple said can always do it next time.. sighz.. end of apple's bday adventure..

Pre-birthday family dinner

Today is the pre-birthday celebration for apple with his family.. B4 we went for the dinner, we made a trip down to my school to see laptops and collect study materials.. and it was raining when we left the building, so we were slightly drenched..

Went home to rest for awhile, as his sis would be coming over to pick all of us up to the location.. however, there was a slight hiccup in the middle.. his mom was slightly angry abt the location as it was far from jur, and was unhappy that she have to rush her tings.. and somehow it made apple unhappy too.. and me?? only can see the whole situation quietly.. sighz~

Finally his sis was here with the 2 nephews, and saw her mom was unhappy, so she tried to coax her by telling her that need to try new tings once in a while.. and I was stroking apple's back again (can see the flame is stil burning abit).. hehe.. and we got on the car together, but abit cramped cuz so many squeezin in thou it's a MPV..

During the ride, as we got nth to do, we were "fooling ard (again)".. haha.. so we played this "game" again.. by asking each other these qn - normally i would jus ask the first 2, the last one was jus "follow the sequence" and casually asked.. but was abit surprised with the reply for last qn.. hehe..

First Qn: 喜不喜欢我?
Ans: 一点点...

Second Qn: 有没有想我?
Ans: 一点点...

And i bucked up my "courage and shyness" to ask.... 有没有爱我吗?
Ans: 有... 一大点...!

I was slightly taken aback at this, cuz i was expecting the answer to be "little bit, so i started talking nonsense, like u missed and liked me little bit, how come the latter became one big bit? he said that cuz it accumulated, so the miss and like not so much liao ma.. but it jus felt "shiok" to hear tat deep in my heart.. mayb both parties shy ba.. we seldom say love out tat much.. normally is thru sms, but tink he is more reserved, he dun expressed himself much too..

And also, apple had a company dinner the previous day, and as usual, ppl were saying we got couple's look and askin when are we settling down.. he said not so soon, cuz there's alot of tings not settled yet and need time to raise money.. deep inside my heart, the angel and devil fighting again.. one hand i do wish to hv it earlier, but on the other hand, there are reli alot of tings tat need to be settled.. so no choice lor.. let nature takes its path and may the god of fortune comes.. haha.. but on the journey, he said he told them not so soon bcuz of some reasons (slightly forgotten), but it's better for me not to tink too much.. haha.. studies first.. stop daydreaming again..haha..

Sometimes he wil joke abt my size.. Initially when I knew him, I was not offended cuz I treated it as a joke, later abit offended when he said it more frequently, and now just treat it as our joke again.. haha.. sometimes i do felt abit low-esteem bcuz of my size, yet i am stil at square one.. haiz.. want to lose weight, yet lazy to go and do exercise.. no wonder my bro will keep using tat to "attack" me.. sighz.. back to the topic.. he was joking abt the topic, den i duno say wat, he said i got a 一颗漂亮的心, outer appearances doesnt matter.. actually he oso got a pretty heart, or rather in some areas, his heart is prettier than mine.. and ppl hv been sayin tat he is good looking too..

Time to go home.. thou abit relunctant, but stil hv to go home, esp he's not driving tat day, cannot delay his time abit.. and tat's the end of our adventure..

Pre birthday gathering

Went to a pre-birthday gatherin with his frens last nite, cuz his bday is stil abit away from now.. was kinda uneasy initially as i was the extra one, i supposed they meant to be an "all-men" gatherin, yet i was there.. but the atmosphere became better when we proceed for ktv.. saw another 2 more army frens of his, and both liked singing.. sama sama as me.. haha.. they opened a bottle of chivas and i guessed it was their regular routine to play dice and drink wine.. thou i was "concentrating" at singing, my eyes tend to turn to look at them cuz i was worried abt apple.. some of the rounds were totally jus the alcohol without any mixer.. how "damaging" it was.. now i noe why guys dun reli liked gals to be ard, cuz the gal will feel heartache lookin at her bf lost and hv to drink.. haha.. lucky i got bring plain water.. apple's luck was better initially, at the later part, he seemed to have drank quite a few glasses.. and thanks to his buddy who helped to drink abit, if not i reli scare he wil vomit..

but very interesting to see him partially drunk, cuz his whole body was warm and red.. esp wen "time's up" (time for him to slp - body clock), he rest his head on my thigh, soooo cute.. haha.. everytime with him, the kind of feeling tt i duno how to describe jus came naturally and made me feel soooo in love with this apple.. mayb tat's the feelin of blissfulness ba.. hehe..

angels and devils

been too lazy to blog thou i hv started to sit at hm for more than 2 wks.. cant say i enjoyed it, but jus treat it as a short break..

my daily routine is more like taking turns to use the pc, while the "old ones" went out to work.. poor them rite? the young ones sit at hm and rot, while the parents slogged hard at work.. haha *bitter smile* ok, dun tink i wil sit at hm too long, unlike someone else.. *being abit sarcastic* shld start earning some money to give my mom some allowances..

been fighting alot of "angels and devils" within me lately, one side tellin me do this, the other side askin me to do that.. sianz.. like my frens said, i am jus too kind.. wan to chase my frens back for some debts, oso duno how to tell them, only can ask them indirectly.. and when they said they got difficulties, it dragged on again.. it's not tat i see money very big (thou it is), but it's jus a matter of principle tingy..

gained a super valuable experience b4 i left co (pardon me if my paragraphs doesnt link, jus tryin to recall wat i would hv blogged if i haven been lazy), the TH show.. meetin ppl from MCS, learnin the ropes of tings and most of all, the fun-ness of such an event..

jus had an "unreasonable tiff" with apple a few days ago, duno wat's wrong with me, probably jus sayin my thoughts out to him, but the way i said it, sound reli ridiculous.. nvm, we hv solved the prob again.. sometimes i thought i would mind over certain tings, wen i said it out, i realised i didnt mind it at all, but i stil feel like sayin it.. and wenever my heart starts to "wiggle" abit, seein or thinkin of apple will heal all ailments.. duno is it bcuz of the tiff tat night, wen i saw apple yest, and after doin sth, a strong surge of emotions or feeling came to me, we truly loved one another.. jus tat both parties are too shy, thus seldom say the word out tat much..

the other "author"(zuo jia: sit at home) is up, next time den update liao..