Pre-birthday family dinner

Today is the pre-birthday celebration for apple with his family.. B4 we went for the dinner, we made a trip down to my school to see laptops and collect study materials.. and it was raining when we left the building, so we were slightly drenched..

Went home to rest for awhile, as his sis would be coming over to pick all of us up to the location.. however, there was a slight hiccup in the middle.. his mom was slightly angry abt the location as it was far from jur, and was unhappy that she have to rush her tings.. and somehow it made apple unhappy too.. and me?? only can see the whole situation quietly.. sighz~

Finally his sis was here with the 2 nephews, and saw her mom was unhappy, so she tried to coax her by telling her that need to try new tings once in a while.. and I was stroking apple's back again (can see the flame is stil burning abit).. hehe.. and we got on the car together, but abit cramped cuz so many squeezin in thou it's a MPV..

During the ride, as we got nth to do, we were "fooling ard (again)".. haha.. so we played this "game" again.. by asking each other these qn - normally i would jus ask the first 2, the last one was jus "follow the sequence" and casually asked.. but was abit surprised with the reply for last qn.. hehe..

First Qn: 喜不喜欢我?
Ans: 一点点...

Second Qn: 有没有想我?
Ans: 一点点...

And i bucked up my "courage and shyness" to ask.... 有没有爱我吗?
Ans: 有... 一大点...!

I was slightly taken aback at this, cuz i was expecting the answer to be "little bit, so i started talking nonsense, like u missed and liked me little bit, how come the latter became one big bit? he said that cuz it accumulated, so the miss and like not so much liao ma.. but it jus felt "shiok" to hear tat deep in my heart.. mayb both parties shy ba.. we seldom say love out tat much.. normally is thru sms, but tink he is more reserved, he dun expressed himself much too..

And also, apple had a company dinner the previous day, and as usual, ppl were saying we got couple's look and askin when are we settling down.. he said not so soon, cuz there's alot of tings not settled yet and need time to raise money.. deep inside my heart, the angel and devil fighting again.. one hand i do wish to hv it earlier, but on the other hand, there are reli alot of tings tat need to be settled.. so no choice lor.. let nature takes its path and may the god of fortune comes.. haha.. but on the journey, he said he told them not so soon bcuz of some reasons (slightly forgotten), but it's better for me not to tink too much.. haha.. studies first.. stop daydreaming again..haha..

Sometimes he wil joke abt my size.. Initially when I knew him, I was not offended cuz I treated it as a joke, later abit offended when he said it more frequently, and now just treat it as our joke again.. haha.. sometimes i do felt abit low-esteem bcuz of my size, yet i am stil at square one.. haiz.. want to lose weight, yet lazy to go and do exercise.. no wonder my bro will keep using tat to "attack" me.. sighz.. back to the topic.. he was joking abt the topic, den i duno say wat, he said i got a 一颗漂亮的心, outer appearances doesnt matter.. actually he oso got a pretty heart, or rather in some areas, his heart is prettier than mine.. and ppl hv been sayin tat he is good looking too..

Time to go home.. thou abit relunctant, but stil hv to go home, esp he's not driving tat day, cannot delay his time abit.. and tat's the end of our adventure..