angels and devils

been too lazy to blog thou i hv started to sit at hm for more than 2 wks.. cant say i enjoyed it, but jus treat it as a short break..

my daily routine is more like taking turns to use the pc, while the "old ones" went out to work.. poor them rite? the young ones sit at hm and rot, while the parents slogged hard at work.. haha *bitter smile* ok, dun tink i wil sit at hm too long, unlike someone else.. *being abit sarcastic* shld start earning some money to give my mom some allowances..

been fighting alot of "angels and devils" within me lately, one side tellin me do this, the other side askin me to do that.. sianz.. like my frens said, i am jus too kind.. wan to chase my frens back for some debts, oso duno how to tell them, only can ask them indirectly.. and when they said they got difficulties, it dragged on again.. it's not tat i see money very big (thou it is), but it's jus a matter of principle tingy..

gained a super valuable experience b4 i left co (pardon me if my paragraphs doesnt link, jus tryin to recall wat i would hv blogged if i haven been lazy), the TH show.. meetin ppl from MCS, learnin the ropes of tings and most of all, the fun-ness of such an event..

jus had an "unreasonable tiff" with apple a few days ago, duno wat's wrong with me, probably jus sayin my thoughts out to him, but the way i said it, sound reli ridiculous.. nvm, we hv solved the prob again.. sometimes i thought i would mind over certain tings, wen i said it out, i realised i didnt mind it at all, but i stil feel like sayin it.. and wenever my heart starts to "wiggle" abit, seein or thinkin of apple will heal all ailments.. duno is it bcuz of the tiff tat night, wen i saw apple yest, and after doin sth, a strong surge of emotions or feeling came to me, we truly loved one another.. jus tat both parties are too shy, thus seldom say the word out tat much..

the other "author"(zuo jia: sit at home) is up, next time den update liao..