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.sad.sad.sad.
tml is the last day tat sunny will be at the branch with us. i wonder will i be a crybaby anot ar? mayb like wat my fren said, i'm a weakling, i jus cant control myself n i refuse to face the truth. sianz ar. feel like scolding vulgar language but cannot leh. haiz~ getting a little hysterical over the things tat r happenin ard me. work is one, family life is another. though we should always look on the bright side of life, we cant always deceive ourselves. how long can i lie to myself? one day? one mth? one yr? or forever?