Breaking Down 020905

i finally broke down again yest nite after hearing tat dramatic news in the afternoon.. i tot tat was the worst, but it wasnt.. today i heard the worst.. there was a change in something.. a change tat i think i will break down many times during this period.. ok, i'm childish, i'm a weakling, i'm lousy.. i jus cant cope with all these changes.. i didnt cry tat time during sunny's last day, i tot i had got over it n will not cry again wen i heard such news again..