My dream of.....being a ballet dancer..
Though I'm big in size, I have very flexible bones n joint since young.. when other ppl cant touch the ground with both palms while bending down, I can.. when other ppl cant do a split, I can.. It's kind of a regret tat I din get a chance to learn ballet due to my background..
My dream of.....being a singer..
I loved singing, but my singing isnt as gd as they said.. I stil remember wen I was young, I liked to stand on my dad's bed, lookin out of the window, singing loudly.. Lucky I lived high, if not all the rotten eggs wil be thrown to me..
My dream of.....being a radio DJ/part of media
I liked media, thus I only read news abt entertainment industry first in newspapers.. It had been one of my dream to be part of media since young, thou it had never come true till now.. I was not photogenic, thus I wanted to be part of the 'behind-the-stage' ppl, but too bad I failed the interview back in 2+ yrs ago at mediacorp.. I wanted to be a DJ too, bcuz I tink it's nearer to the radio listener to portray urself, it's more natural.. But..too bad..sent in application so long, stil no news..
Before I grad fr poly, I ever thought of goin to Taiwan to work in the entertainment industry, bcuz it is somewhere I can communicate as compared to HK or China.. The culture is similar to SG too.. Tat time the silly me told my frens; if I ever work there, the first person I wana meet is Wilber Pan or Zax Wang/Shanwei, bcuz I was watchin their show almost everyday back then..
If now given a chance to work there, I hope to meet Nicholas Teo in person, cuz I liked his songs very much, can say he's my idol now.. n he has a nickname of 'Prince of Smiles', which is very suitable for him.. he is oso one of the pride of M'sia, besides Guang Liang & Gary Chaw, who is able to survive in the competitive music industry..
My fantasy of.....falling in love
Born romantic-minded, I wil yearn for a romantic type of bgr, but as I grew up, I realised tat reality and fiction are totally different tings.. I wil stil go for the realistic type of bgr, regardless how many types of fantasies tat I had towards bgr.. wat reli matters is two hearts are together, and with that, u can reli create alot of ur own stories.. meaningful and romantic..
My fantasy of.....him being my bf(??)
Among all of my part-time bfs, there's one particular guy that I have a soft spot for him, rather should I say, I felt the most comfortable wen i'm with him.. He cracked me up with his extraordinary lame-ness and jokes, which reli brings a smile to me wenever I'm down.. Mayb lack of confidence or bcuz of the tings he said, I have to tell myself to stop having this kind of daydream or fantasy.. Seems like I dun have the luck to become the "co-owner" of tat red car liao.. *stop fantacising la..
My desire of.....havin that kind of family warmth
The same guy tat I mentioned above have a close-knitted family, which I'm always full of envy wen I heard/see abt his family.. my family is not as close-knitted as theirs, so I often felt very inferior to other ppl (+ my size).. In addition, the "teachings" tat I had were totally different, as in we are asked not to believe/trust in others.. Since young, I desired to hv such a family, but as time goes by, I realised that the bigger possibility is to find a bf with such a family..
to be continued..
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