I was out with a fren tat I knew not long ago, or rather less than a week…? How ‘brave’ of me to go out with someone I hardly knew, rite? Hmmm, mayb I can put it this way, he appeared at the right time to help to ease the uneasiness of seein 77 again, but most irony part is, he has more than 80% similar to 77, given wat I knew abt 77… mayb he is here to help me remove the burden before flyin off to uk in mid sept, bcuz the burden/pain fr the past relationship had left me scarred quite badly… I’ve been wanting to remove it, but my efforts always went into the drain wenever I see 77… so can I say he is my savior…? Haha…
Since the day tat I touched down to sg, we have contacted one another thru one way or another, n he popped the question of askin me out for a date on sun (1/7)… as usual, given my experiences with my other guy frens, I jus say ‘ok’, bcuz it need a kind of trust btwn frens… we arranged to watch ‘transformers’, have a dinner, n go back home… but since we said tat we wana make it look like a first ‘date’, we were a so-called ‘bf & gf” for a day… kinda …? Rite?
Here comes the day… I changed after work to meet him, n wen I saw him, I was walkin away as far as I can, bcuz I was totally shocked… he was holdin a small bouquet of purple roses in his hands, n he looked so formal… at tat pt of time, my mind was tinkin, “wat the hell?!”, “why is there flowers?!” I refused to take the flowers initially, n it took me so long to calm down bcuz I was wearin so casual in my t-shirt n jeans, not as if I was in my skirt… moreover, I had never received a bouquet fr a guy b4 in my entire life before, except on my last bday which was fr my colleagues… it felt so weird… but to tink of it now, I was reli very touched n moved by his actions, esp tat I heard he waited so long to get the bouquet.. Thanks pal, if u happens to see this… I din expect u to get flowers for me jus bcuz I told u before tat I had never received one…
We went on to have dinner n watch movie… it’s a nice movie, powerful n fantastic sound effects, jus tat we were seated rite in the front, it’s kinda straining for the eyes…n I tink the neck too… after tat he walked me home, n I gave him a small treat back… but we din go home straight, I brought him to the open space opposite my block to chat for awhile n enjoy the night scenery, listenin to some of the songs in my hp… I nearly cried upon hearin the songs, but I reli cried wen he said this, “do not cry again after tonight”… but strange to say is tat I din cry much, mayb the feelin for 77 wasn’t tat strong anymore, n I had accepted the fact, n started to move on with my life from there…
Afterthoughts… I was kinda startled by his actions n words, bcuz it’s reli like the tactics used to woo a gal… n all those sms r almost 95% identical to 77, back in those days… but once bitten, twice shy, I wun be tat silly to fall for tat easily now… can say I’m lookin for sincerity… back to the topic, I was sayin tat his actions n words gave me a shock… but after chattin with him, den I realized I had tink too much, he jus wanted to give me wat I din not have durin my time with 77, the kind of happiness tat I should have back then, n no other tings… *phew~ *heaved a sigh of relief… haha… he dun wan to have any commitments now n he got tell me the reasons behind it…
Since the day tat I touched down to sg, we have contacted one another thru one way or another, n he popped the question of askin me out for a date on sun (1/7)… as usual, given my experiences with my other guy frens, I jus say ‘ok’, bcuz it need a kind of trust btwn frens… we arranged to watch ‘transformers’, have a dinner, n go back home… but since we said tat we wana make it look like a first ‘date’, we were a so-called ‘bf & gf” for a day… kinda …? Rite?
Here comes the day… I changed after work to meet him, n wen I saw him, I was walkin away as far as I can, bcuz I was totally shocked… he was holdin a small bouquet of purple roses in his hands, n he looked so formal… at tat pt of time, my mind was tinkin, “wat the hell?!”, “why is there flowers?!” I refused to take the flowers initially, n it took me so long to calm down bcuz I was wearin so casual in my t-shirt n jeans, not as if I was in my skirt… moreover, I had never received a bouquet fr a guy b4 in my entire life before, except on my last bday which was fr my colleagues… it felt so weird… but to tink of it now, I was reli very touched n moved by his actions, esp tat I heard he waited so long to get the bouquet.. Thanks pal, if u happens to see this… I din expect u to get flowers for me jus bcuz I told u before tat I had never received one…
We went on to have dinner n watch movie… it’s a nice movie, powerful n fantastic sound effects, jus tat we were seated rite in the front, it’s kinda straining for the eyes…n I tink the neck too… after tat he walked me home, n I gave him a small treat back… but we din go home straight, I brought him to the open space opposite my block to chat for awhile n enjoy the night scenery, listenin to some of the songs in my hp… I nearly cried upon hearin the songs, but I reli cried wen he said this, “do not cry again after tonight”… but strange to say is tat I din cry much, mayb the feelin for 77 wasn’t tat strong anymore, n I had accepted the fact, n started to move on with my life from there…
Afterthoughts… I was kinda startled by his actions n words, bcuz it’s reli like the tactics used to woo a gal… n all those sms r almost 95% identical to 77, back in those days… but once bitten, twice shy, I wun be tat silly to fall for tat easily now… can say I’m lookin for sincerity… back to the topic, I was sayin tat his actions n words gave me a shock… but after chattin with him, den I realized I had tink too much, he jus wanted to give me wat I din not have durin my time with 77, the kind of happiness tat I should have back then, n no other tings… *phew~ *heaved a sigh of relief… haha… he dun wan to have any commitments now n he got tell me the reasons behind it…
To all my frens here, gambatte ne~ whether u r single or attached, always remember to bring happiness to someone beside u, bcuz it’s a chain reaction… wil help u to love urself more, to love someone else more… Take care, everyone!!!
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