CNY Season~

CNY Eve
Went to work as usual, but was snaking most of time there blogging..

Went down to BM to help out, but too bad not a big crowd there, so can't help much..

"Rushed" down to apple's house for reunion dinner - my very first reunion dinner outside my house.. Felt a little bit uneasy despite going to his house for duno how many times.. His mom kept askin him to give me food, haha.. The kind of warmth is something that I have been lookin for.. an indescribable feelin..

Went to wash cars with him, thou I was just there to watch and talk.. Din noe wat to talk, so was askin some tings abt us n sharin stories.. Askin him y he chose me instead of other gals, sharin my stories abt us.. n den tink I happened to discover a small secret.. but duno am I correct anot.. He got interested in me for a long time.. long before I was attracted to him (during the time tat I was leanin to him as a pillar when tings between me n 77 dun work out)..

Den he jokingly said tat he "haven hold my hand hor", tml mus hold, tat's where I got abit panicked.. Haha.. cuz thou it might not be the first time I held a guy's hand, but stil scared ma.. hehe..

CNY 1st day
Got up very early cuz was abit tensed.. Went to his house at abt 10plus before we went to his grandma's house to bai nian with his family.. Tink it's my first attempt, was kinda uneasy.. Was watchin the tv, den joined him at the "gamble" table.. been prayin hard tat he wil win, at least wun lose tat much, cuz can see tat he lost quite abit in the first few games..

He received a call from his workplace, askin him back to check on some stuffs as he's on standby tat week.. my uneasiness increased as he will not be ard, and I will be left with his family.. I went to play with e kids awhile before joinin in to gamble a little bit more.. hehe.. den we left to go and visit his mum's siblings..

Can say tat I duno how to react wen I got there initially, lucky that his cousin was talkin to me and we chatted on being a teacher as tat was one of the career paths I did consider back then.. While chattin halfway, apple called tat he had finished his stuffs there and comin to join us.. *phew~ heaved a sigh of relief..

There was a small joke goin abt wen I was at his relatives' houses, cuz I tink the addressing for the younger ones are almost the same, so I was mistaken to be the gf of his cousin.. haha.. We finished the visiting at abt 8+, thou kinda tired, but it was an eventful and fulfilling day for me..

A different feeling..as alot of my first times were experienced here.. liked the family warmth there.. n many many more which i duno how to elaborate here..

CNY 2nd day
Felt so lost.. n started missin him? mayb it's bcuz i've been seein him for the past 3 days ba.. and the event for the day is not very exciting as i will be havin lunch at my aunt's house, so most of my relatives wun be around (I have a small external family).. was dazin there after lunch there, as the elders started their gambling session.. thus i decided to "sneak off" b4 i fell aslp there.. called a few frens to send my regards to them, and i called apple too cuz i felt like doin so.. chatted with him abit, but can hear tat he's abit stoned.. haha..

CNY 3rd day
Bored.. duno wat to do, thou apple did mentioned abt goin out, but i guessed he's tired and also held up with other stuffs, so din reli look forward to it tat much.. went out to walk awhile b4 went home to do some stuffs..

CNY 4th day
Last day of my long holiday.. forgotten wat i did, but i guess i went out to walk walk again.. haha..

End of reporting..