i have a very handsome apple..

i told myself tat i die die muz write this entry, but was too tired to do so yest nite.. so i ended up zZzZzz..

okok.. this entry is to "haolian" how handsome my apple was, at his fren's wedding yest.. hehe..

let me recount the whole incident, bit by bit..

i was kinda excited abt yest's weddin, bcuz firstly it was his fren's wedding where he's the head brother, and also bcuz i was there as his gf too.. that was my 2nd time going for such function with him (the prev time was his company dinner).. i bought a simple top to go with jeans, put on abit of makeup, and got to wear the accessories tat my fren gave me (hope i din look too bad yest, cuz he got say i looked pretty.. hehe.. happy..)

backtrack abit.. i went with him to buy a jacket for the weddin a few days back, and wen he came out of the changin room, i was abit stunned.. he looked very smart in tat outfit, and i was so heng to get him the right sizes to try on.. tat was the first time i saw him so formal lookin.. handsome sia~ (saliva drooling..) totally different from his usual look, which can be very casual or lok cok as he described..

back to yest.. i went to meet him at abt 5pm, bringin a bottle of homemade lemon tea (& was very glad to hear from his frens tat it was nice).. hehe.. he was under the table, tryin to fix the plug into the socket, and wen he stood up, i see him, he see me, we see each other, and i was tellin myself repeatedly - he looked reli handsome in his attire (white shirt, black pants and his leather shoes).. and he got put gel on his hair wor..

to cut short everything, i shall not touch on the details and jus described the highlights of the event.. hehe.. throughout the dinner, i was lookin at him over & over again, my eyes were followin him wherever he goes.. jus cant resist tat temptation to look at him, (i guess the nature of the event and ambience was jus right to bring out his handsome-ness too).. i've been repeatin the same sentence (u r v.handsome today) to him tat i felt abit paiseh, but jus cant stop leh.. esp when he put on the whole set (with tie and jacket), he looked like a successful businessman.. and the jacket oso helped to complement/bring out his build - he got broad shoulders that he reli looked very nice in it (V-shaped)..

during the dinner, whenever our hands are not busy with something such as eatin or clappin hands, we will tend to play with our fingers.. gettin used to such actions ever since we are together.. hehe.. it jus feel comfortable or at ease holdin his hands..

after the dinner, he actually wanted to "tour" ard the area nearby, but we only managed to go to the lobby to take a seat bcuz the carpark was full of cars exiting.. as usual, me was starin at him again, bcuz jus find him too handsome.. oh my gosh, how many times i'm goin to repeat this.. he reli drove me gaga/crazy over him yest, tat i jus cant stop havin the images of him in tat suit even after i got home.. haha..

this is the end of yest endeavor, now i shall touch on some serious stuffs.. thru some of my entries, esp this one, u might think tat apple is a very handsome chap, but actually he is jus a normal average-lookin boy (note to apple: dun get too disappointed with my description k?).. he doesnt belonged to those photogenic type, and some might described him as "too matured-lookin for his age", but "情人眼里出西施" or "Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder", he is reli tat handsome and charming in my eyes and i am very proud of it to repeat tat over and over again..

there are oso some tings tat i was quite surprised tat he actually did it, or rather i'm too suah-gu (mountain turtle).. he actually helped me take my shoes yest.. and on other occasions, he helped me wear a pair of shoes too.. all those tings nv crossed my mind, as to wat a bf shld do.. which makes him quite sweet in this aspect, bcuz it is jus like him - express himself thru actions rather than words..

tat day he mentioned tat his ex was an independent gal, which i did a little tinkin abt it.. does he liked independent gals? bcuz i seemed to be stickin to him like a superglue, followin his footsteps wenever he goes.. din reli asked whether he mind i stick to him so much anot, but reli hoped tat he dun mind.. i was tinkin, if i were to be as independent as my work persona, the likin for him might not be as much as now, cuz i definitely wun be puttin him as one of my priorities, which can be a good or bad ting..

haiz.. beta dun tink too deep abt it, if not i wil end up makin myself to be similar to his ex.. he liked me for wat i am, so i shldnt make myself to look like someone whom once hurt him so deeply.. anyway, i stil prefer to be the "little woman - 小女人", being the silly and dumb self of me in front of him.. to tink of it, maria's life isnt tat bad la, at least she noes tat she is serving the one she loves and in return, her sir oso treats her quite well in caring and protecting her..

"oh my, apple is reli very handsome in tat suit.. how can i not be addicted or attracted to him..?" (repeating XXX times liao)