Love is in the Air~

Had a super busy week as the financial year is closing.. imagine workin alone in the office on a sat.. haiz.. but wat to do? this is my job, i shouldnt be grumbling too much.. hehe..

Had a short conversation with Apple jus now.. stil recoverin from the "heatiness" tat he caused me - i blushes very easily wen he said sth interesting.. haha..

Jus a short recap of wat r the tings tat happened over the past few weeks..

1. had a meeting with him, but spent most of the time at his house watchin tv.. haha.. thou it can get a little bored at his house, cuz got nth much to do, but i told myself i cant "hiam", cuz at the very least, he was with me.. hehe.. my frens felt tat my dates sounded so boring, cuz i always hang ard his area, but i find them quite interesting, bcuz i enjoyed listenin to his unusual "craps" or explanations.. haha.. sometimes i felt contented/happy enough that he brought me ard the neighbourhood areas to walk walk, cuz those were the areas tat i had always miss.. "as long as you are with the rite person, anywhere you go wil be the best place, even if tat place is the most terrible place" ~ sAn's philosophy..

2. he sent me hm after tat, n we were chattin at my lift lobby.. n wen he was givin me a gdbye kiss, sth bad struck my mind, rather some bad memories came back.. mayb bcuz it's the way he kissed me tat my fear came back.. i couldnt slp well tat nite, cuz i started to tink wat might happen.. but after much tinkin, i felt tat i shld walk out of tat fear, bcuz the guy is not 77, but apple - the one who helped me walked out of my fear, n he is not someone like 77.. i felt so bad towards apple, bcuz i let the past bothers me.. but upon seeing wat apple wrote "dun tink too much of the past, wat matters is the future.." i was touched.. this made me realised tat i had found a great guy..

3. the day b4 he went for his cruise, i went down to his workin place again.. first intention was jus to put the tings down n left/take a peek of him fr far, cuz i dun wan him to send me to bus stop as i felt kinda bad to disturb his work always.. but the moment i saw him fr afar while talkin to him, i couldnt control wat my mind was tinkin.. i wanted to take a longer peek, but i gave myself away again.. he walked me to the bus stop bcuz i was reli tired, and it was a slow walk cuz i dun wan to reach the junction so fast.. *contented* hehe..

4. while he's on the ship, he gave me a call.. surprise..! hehe.. we talked for awhile, den he suddenly asked me whether i got missed him.. *stunned* where got guy so direct de..? haha.. as usual, heatiness came.. haha.. i din reli reply his qn, n continued talkin.. den b4 he said he wan to hang up, i told him tat i got one more ting to tell him.. n tat is ~ "i got missed u la".. in the end, he din hang up the phone n continued to talk til i got home.. n b4 he hung up finally, he said he oso wil miss me.. hehe.. *so sweet*

5. had a few dreams for 2 days - abt us again.. haha.. it was a dream tat was abt a ting tat i was tinkin how to do in real life, cuz i reli got no idea how.. but in the dream, the whole ting appeared to be so easy n realistic.. is it a premonition that this wil happen? cuz the last time i dreamt abt holdin his hands, n i could feel the texture very clearly.. n back in real life, the feel is the same..

conclusion: till now, i am stil happily attached and i hope this wil continue for a very very very long time.. n wat my fren said the last time came true: 下一个会更好.. he may not be the best, but he is the rite one for me..