Honesty..

Out of a sudden, received an unusual msg from apple, which made me felt kinda touched..? cuz it's not his style to say out tings like tat out of a sudden, rather he wil show them thru his actions.. and i am oso very honest to tell him tat i wrote alot of tings tat he din noe on my blog.. (too honest liao rite?) at first, i din reli hv the intention to let him noe abt this, cuz this blog contains my deepest secrets or memories, thou there were times tat i do hope he wil come n take a look.. but now i noe he sure wil come.. aiyo.. die liao la.. haha..

i guessed it had became a habit to be honest to him startin fr the day i first knew him, bcuz it's hard to find someone tat i duno well, yet was able to let me grumble abt anythin n pour all my sorrows on.. i reli enjoyed those days where i was tellin lots of nonsense to him, and thou i do feel very bad at times, but i stil continued cuz a true listening ear is hard to find nowadays.. but as time goes by, i wil become very uneasy if i hide anything from him bcuz there was once a period of time where i hid some tings fr him, i was feeling very uncomfortable which i decided to tell him in the end and i felt sooo relieved..

And ever since the day i had an "official status" with him, i felt even better cuz there were alot of tings tat i din dare to say b4 tat (bcuz i duno is it appropriate to say them out..?), and now i can say them out to him.. initially wil stil get abit scare scare, cuz had nv done tat b4.. hmm, can say alot of my "first times" came from him, which i tink i can compile into a book liao.. haha.. can't imagine the presence of this unknown alien caused my life to change, or rather to put it seriously, he was the one who changed my perception for many tings..

there are stil many things i would like to blog, but due to work constraints, i wil always forget by the time i can blog.. mayb i wil blog them in future..? anyway, i dun tink he wil be able to read all my blog entries so fast.. haha.. and i seemed to be repeating the same old grandmother story everytime too.. hehe..

now tat he noes abt the secret of my blog, should i pray hard tat he wun come n read my blog so fast? haha.. watch out for my next entry to check on the status..