What is Love..?

Jus met up with Tricia over a cup of coffee yest to talk abt us..

Can't imagine how tings can change so fast within 24 hrs.. haiz..

It had been a couple of years b4 we arranged to meet up as we were tied up with our work and so on, so yest was a gd chance for us to talk abt something common - bgr..

She had jus gotten "attached", with a guy whom she knew for years, and arranged to meet up for the first time last nite.. but tings seemed to have changed this morn, wen i got a slight shock upon seein her msg.. "we silently broke off".. does tat mean the vulnerability of a r'ship?

yest we were stil happily sharin our stories of love (or rather it's jus mine..?), but i could see and sense the sweetness in her heart wen the guy called/smsed her, tat was exactly the same feeling that i had wen i saw/talked to apple.. I was very glad to see her like tat as i had seldom seen her like tat, probably bcuz this is her 1st r'ship..

but the series of sms-es from her today jus made me felt the whole atmosphere changed.. it was full of uncertainties and confusion.. i told her to calm down wen she started crying and asked her to tell me wat happened last nite, wen they met up.. wen i heard the events, i thought it was normal as the guy was doing wat a gentleman should do, and wat a couple is doing.. Getting a drink with 2 straws.. Keeping the tickets stubs.. (actually wanted to relate sth of mine here, but tink beta start a new entry to elaborate as the tone here is rather sad..)

I simply told her not to worry, and all those tings were normal, but there is a part whereby i dun understand either, as in the guy seemed to turn abit cold towards her after the meetin.. and it's not as if he had never seen her in person, as he went to her competition last sat, thou my fren din manage to see him.. or is it bcuz of the msg my fren sent..? she smsed him sth like this, "if you wan to reconsider the r'ship, i'm fine with it.." bcuz she have no confidence in herself as she is slightly plump, but she was much more prettier as she noes how to doll up, unlike me, so chor lor..

back to the pt.. i was tryin to cheer her up by sayin tat it's bcuz of the msg she sent him, might have given him a wrong impression that she wasnt interested in him, so i asked her to send a msg to tell him tat she dun mean it tat way.. and asked her to wait for the reply.. but i din expect tat he din reply soon.. n i gotten more msgs fr her as time goes by..

Thou she kept on sayin tat she's alrite and she can accept watever reply that she would get from the guy, but i knew deep in her heart tat she is lying to herself as I went thru the same path as her before, and it wil take a long time + constant support from frens to get thru it..

Afterthoughts, this makes me tink "what is love?" - it is something tat can make someone at the top of the mountain at one moment, and the moment, deep down in the cliffs.. mayb tat's part and parcel of life..

words for Tricia: “大姐，你一定要加油喔！”